Lyricks - Scarred (HIGH QUALITY)

Lyricks - Scarred

ive been scarred in my mind for real.
everytime i try to look away, i remember the killed.
everytime i look away, i start feeling the chills.
lying to myself, what i saw wasnt real.

i dont want to rap about this topic anymore.
many of you think im using this because im bored.
many of you think im using them just to appeal.
im just asking you, if i dont speak for them, who will?

time is such a scary thing, ive become so calloused.
spent a night with them, i realize my homes a palace.
spent a day with them, i realized i have it good.
even though i know this, i dont live the way i should.

i was bitten by a bug, living in that area
later on i found out im carrying malaria.
no i didnt curse Him, but thanked Him for my role.
cuz now i got their suffering just tatted on my soul.

till the day i die, i will understand their pain.
depending on my God, like a farmer is with rain.
relying on my Lord, my one and only team
the hardest thing to give up: is my one and only dream.

living in a world where evil is now good.
things i couldnt do, i realize that i now could.
at times i find myself just screaming at His face,
if im not allowed, why tease me with this taste.

and every single time i just feel like letting go.
i remember all the people who believe me at my shows.
think about the power in the decisions i choose.
power to confuse or to introduce them You.

ive been scarred in my mind for real.
everytime i try to look away, i remember the killed.
everytime i look away, i start feeling the chills.
lying to myself, what i saw wasnt real.

i dont want to rap about this topic anymore.
many of you think im using this because im bored.
many of you think im using them just to appeal.
im just asking you, if i dont speak for them, who will?

under stand i never asked for this position.
sword is getting heavy and it seems like no one listens.
cuts my own flesh but you see i give it more.
my soul is in a state of a moral civil war.

and as i keep on growing so does the army of hate.
who wait for every slip and reason to call me fake.
to the panel of judges: i admit i cant handle you.
i just hope with every fall, i just become more tangible.

im another boy, another son, another man.
i failed yesterday and will fail today again.
i repeat this, to all of those you dont get it.
if im not LYRICKS then why give me the credit.

i dont want your props or your daps for my flows.
i just hope my raps will just act as sign posts.
i know im not as flashy or as attractive.
but at the end of the day, its what my tracks DID.

did i show you life or rap about death.
just to be in light did i sacrifice breath
for the riches of the world, did i compromise love.
for the beauty of her face, what did i give up

of course there are times i just wish that i was free.
just to live in todays definition of free.
want to be rebellious, reppin up the fist.
life would be easy so believing you dont exist.

ive been scarred in my mind for real.
everytime i try to look away, i remember Youre real.
everytime i look away, i start feeling the chills.
lying to myself, what i feel isnt real.

i dont want to rap about You anymore.
many of them think im using You because im bored.
many of them think im using You just to appeal.
im just asking if you, if i dont remind them, who will?

Category:

Music

Tags:

• lyricks
• christian
• rap
• korean
• music
• scarred

[Cata5tr0phic]

This song touched me unlike any rap song

[padits1237]

I'm not even christian, but man this song is just touchin and it means a lot to me thnx rick

[xNCRxPoohbeaRx707]

"NCR listen to your heart"

[xNCRxPoohbeaRx707]

IVE FINALLY FOUND THIS!!!!!!I FIRT HEARD IT IN A GRAFFITY TUTORIAL!!:) bro ur good!,i started rappin.i wish i had this skill!!:/ look up NCR listen to your heart if u will. 1st time recording. Hmu bro

[sonyce]

best song every written.

[TVKProgrammer]

this is an amazing song.... lyricks I feel you

[Angelmartir1]

Does anyone know how I can get his songs on iTunes... He name never shows

[ijustfloat]

Is there an instrumental to this? I love the song.

[SwAnkTwO]

Gospel Graff on my channel! stay up LYRICKS im gonna pray for u bro

[bamitsyvette]

this song opens my eyes. I needed that:]

[Mattkzolo]

The four dislikes are defidently atheist with bad bad musik taste liking gay mainstream all over itunes

[Mivette2001]

WOw...deep...wow..