woah, i totally relate to so much you are saying. like i'm always trying to figure out how my ED started. many people look to their parents as influential (with lack of attn or abuse or wtvr). but i've always had really supportive parents and esp, like you were saying, an overcomplimentry dad. there has just always been this internal pressure i put on myself with everything, i dont know where it comes from. i know my response is super late, but i really enjoy hearing your story. thankyou!
i love christmas decorations and the spirit of christmas. it was about the pressies and food when i was a kid but now all that stuff is just stressful and i enjoy more the atmosphere. :)
I am on the 2nd book of the Twilight series right now...these books are SO great! I can't put them down. I catch myself reading while do things that that are weird..like I read while putting my makeup on, which makes it awkward for propping the book open....this whole reading/multitasking is making me feel addicted to these books, but they are just too good!
Sarah, i had a doc who told me one time that,,,"you shouldn't Should all over yourself." try to catch yourself when you start thinking Should thoughts
im glad ellerigby mentioned you too, because when she did i checked out your channel and subscribed :) You seem like such a lovely person! I really wish you the best of luck in your recovery. x
I'm so happy you do enjoy Christmas, I know this time of year is rough for a lot of people, so it's great that you can look beyond the challenging food craze that goes on and have fun with it :) I'm such a Christmas junkie too!!
How is your parents relationship?
luckymirixox 1 year ago
woah, i totally relate to so much you are saying. like i'm always trying to figure out how my ED started. many people look to their parents as influential (with lack of attn or abuse or wtvr). but i've always had really supportive parents and esp, like you were saying, an overcomplimentry dad. there has just always been this internal pressure i put on myself with everything, i dont know where it comes from. i know my response is super late, but i really enjoy hearing your story. thankyou!
808kat808 2 years ago
You sure lurve your holidays! That's good though. You deserve that.
MrTsBastardChild 3 years ago
i love christmas decorations and the spirit of christmas. it was about the pressies and food when i was a kid but now all that stuff is just stressful and i enjoy more the atmosphere. :)
SilverPoppy 3 years ago
If I was ten years younger....I'd still be too old for u. :(
Raggaefrog 3 years ago
I am on the 2nd book of the Twilight series right now...these books are SO great! I can't put them down. I catch myself reading while do things that that are weird..like I read while putting my makeup on, which makes it awkward for propping the book open....this whole reading/multitasking is making me feel addicted to these books, but they are just too good!
DesignGirl00 3 years ago
Sarah, i had a doc who told me one time that,,,"you shouldn't Should all over yourself." try to catch yourself when you start thinking Should thoughts
dashly1 3 years ago
I'm the same way as you are. I'm always afraid of doing something wrong and that people will get disappointed with me.
You are doing great hun... keep it up!!
xoxo
Fran
FranFromBrazil 3 years ago
im glad ellerigby mentioned you too, because when she did i checked out your channel and subscribed :) You seem like such a lovely person! I really wish you the best of luck in your recovery. x
thisismyspacebugoff 3 years ago
I'm so happy you do enjoy Christmas, I know this time of year is rough for a lot of people, so it's great that you can look beyond the challenging food craze that goes on and have fun with it :) I'm such a Christmas junkie too!!
imjoy393 3 years ago