Losing Our Baby Girl

Well if you did not already know then here we go this is why I have been down and depressed lately

Our Baby was due On January 5th of 2012 but Hayley my girlfriend was rushed into hospital with pains, I waited 2 hours then the doctors came out and told me the bad news, Our Daughter did not make it. It felt like my heart was taken from my body, I have had many deaths in my family so I know what it feels like to lose somebody close, but this was a different kind of pain, The pain you get when you are at the end of life and want to give up. My Family and Friends have been really supportive about this and we have been getting some help and support from you guys too. So we both Thanks you very much for your Thoughts, Comments and Messages you guys are the best. Its been Hard for us both Only been a few days now but we want to move on because its getting us down so much, I will continue to make youtube video's as it takes my mind of things and its great talking to you guys because you are very supportive in my situation. We brought all her things, Napes, Blankets, Dummies, Baby bath, clothes, creams, Push Chair, Toys, Wallpaper, Baby cot, little bottles everything. We were so looking forward about being parents then this happens we have decided not to try again for a least another year, because we need time and only Time can heal a person. We just want to say Thank You for everyone of you that has stood by us and sent us cards that was really nice of you so THANKS. I will make another Video on Wednesday but not about this because I can not keep thinking about this, it just makes me sad and drives me crazy.

I did attempt this video 5 different times but in each take of the video I just bursted in tears so this one was the final take of the cut. Hayley is going back to work now she feels she needs to get back on track so you know.

Thanks for watching and most of all being here for us we very much appreciate it If I could give you a medal Trust Me I would do.

-Tom & Hayley

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[stuvlog]

This is tough to watch mate, I'm doing your back catalogue now, I haven't known you long but you are an awesome man, I can't wait to shake your hand at the meet up, love to you and your girl xxx

[Xbox360FanSite]

@stuvlog thanks Stu your a good man my brother :)

[fishnwyoman]

I just wanted to tell you that I am very sorry for your loss, I can only imagine how much you and Hayley are hurting inside. Hang in there!!

[Xbox360FanSite]

@fishnwyoman thanks much appreciated much respect

[QueensIander]

respect mate, I'm speechless.....respect!

[Xbox360FanSite]

@QueensIander thanks my brother

[cut3stuFf43veR7t3En]

:'(

[rhymesauce]

hey man, i'm just now seeing this as it was posted before we got acquainted and i haven't had a chance to go through all your older videos. i don't really know what to say that hasn't been said already, but i'm terribly sorry to hear this. much love to you and Hayley, i wish nothing but the best for you guys in the future.

[BooTheGhost52]

Cry, friend, release it all, give your girlfriend a shoulder to cry on, i know how hard it can be, but in life, anything can happen, take care friend.

[juso100]

It's ok to cry :(

[Xbox360FanSite]

@XxGLACI3RxxWAV3SxX thanks very much I really appreciate that

[XxGLACI3RxxWAV3SxX]

hey bro i know im a lil late but im truley srr y and hope u find the will to move on