Uploaded by ElunedLOTR on Jun 19, 2008
having done video's on panic and depression and self image, etc, after certain things which happened lately, I hoped to add my voice to those out there who are abuse survivors
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at 25 yers old, i started getting inappropiate thought and feelings toward, basically everyone around me, now 9 years later and after 9 months of counsilling, i 've come to conclude what i was/do experience is an antisipation that something sexual will happen between me and the other person. sexual attraction never played any part, but the feeling were so strong they showed and i got labeled. i was about 4 or 5 when it happened to me. i thought what happened was normal, because no one reacted.
redpillow100 1 year ago
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@rainslave I am appalled to hear this - and any story of abuse. Part of us is frozen as if in amber at that time in our lives, but if we allow these people control of what we become, they have triumphed. You have done something here by posting this Rainslave.
It was my sister too, who told my mother, I had blocked it out, but it was a visceral memory, which made me shake to my bones if I was around men.
Hugs you.
ElunedLOTR 1 year ago
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i always wonder if my abuser was awear of what he was doing when he was doing it.
04004318123456789 2 years ago
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I have suffered from child abuse, I have went through emotional roller coaster, depression, anger, withdrawn, social phobia, my mom did not even know about it or my family, it started when I was 5.
What helped me overcome it is to decide that I need to live a normal life. YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AND BRAVE. THanks for sharing.
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Thank you for sharing your story. It makes me feel less alone and less "crazy". You're very brave.
ALISONxxxxxx 1 year ago
@ALISONxxxxxx
We are definitely not alone.
Hugs
ElunedLOTR 1 year ago
is it normal to get body memories? my councellor said i get them but i dont know if its normal do other people who get abused get them too.
FooChild 2 years ago
I would say it is not unusual - nothing is when it comes to *remembering* abuse - the mind reacts in many different ways.
ElunedLOTR 2 years ago
You are a very brave, dignified, beautiful lady.
BRIGSTOCK 2 years ago
There are many of us out there, I have come to realize.
Sorry for the delay! I get *no* notifications from YouTube on comments for some reason.
Thank-you.
ElunedLOTR 2 years ago