Numb and worthless

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• hurting
• destroyed
• numb
• heart broken
• worthless
• lonely
• alone
• hopeless
• depressed
• medicine
• relationship
• nothing

[thekittyspit]

even though you don't know me ive seen u on shs alot and wish i could just be there for you right now.

[lovethewiccan3fl]

@thekittyspit Thank you <3

[rescuelullaby]

Those side effects sound so shitty, they are probably adding to the horrible-ness of the situation while your body gets accustomed to them. Keep hanging on, we are all here for you, and i know waiting for social security is hell, but keep fighting for the opportunities for hope and help that it will bring. You are a strong, good, beautiful person, and so so loved by me, and the rest of YT. I have hope for you, if i could jump through this screen i would do it in 1 second

This too shall pass <3

[lovethewiccan3fl]

@rescuelullaby I love you, lol. I think it's time for me to move to the UK, too many awesome people live over there.

[codeforcible]

God I miss you.

[lovethewiccan3fl]

@codeforcible I miss you too! Damn my lack of transportation!

[DayaTom7]

continuation:

please believe me when I say this girl doesn't really love you. The things she's doing to you are ugly,and love is not about hurting people.

Hope you understand I'm so harsh because I really feel your pain, and I know for sure the sooner you accept this , the sooner you'll start feeling better.

Wishing you only well and be good to yourself, honey !

[DayaTom7]

Honey, seeing your couple of last videos I gotta tell you my heart goes out to you. I even cried .

You don't deserve to be treated like this. You are beautiful, smart intelligent and interesting person. And I can see this from the other side of the globe without meeting you even once.

I know you don't have a choice and that's why you're still there, but this girl is using your volnurability and your honesty and good heart. And it makes me mad. I'd punch her if I was close enough.

Please

[MonacoBlast]

That does it. I'm sticking to cats. I'm actually serious.

[MartialArtsSuperStar]

Know what? I went through this with one girlfriend I had. I was kept ona shelf for her and it fucked around with me, kiddo..badly.. DON'T BE HER SAFETY NET!! Seriously.. I might sound harsh and it's easier said than done, but..you talk about cutting..cut the ties with her..it'll hurt I won't lie..but you'll feel a deal better later down the road..promise. You have very fond memories attached I can see that.. This is ALL too familiar. It's destructive. Medicine doesn't fix broken hearts. Hang in

[Arejek]

Drama: it sucks. "Everybody plays each other. That's all anybody ever does. We play parts."

[Bringpatsithehorizon]

I know how you feel... First person I was in love with died.. Then the second one treated me like dirt...but I couldn't help but love him.. It took me two years to get over him.. I swore I'd never fall in love again.. And I'm doing just what I said I wouldn't... You make me want to hug you though

[BlueRoseCrimson]

Being alone is like being killed slowly. I wish I could just give you a hug

[DropDeadIrish]

First off, let me say your definately not alone. I know how your feeling. After my breakup with my ex I felt alone and numb. She pretty much did the same to me, started dating another girl staight after she dumped me. I know its hard now but I promise it does get better. Im always here if you need someone to listen. Take good care.

Anna

[MichaelPaoli]

I know you long for that love and relationship, etc., but for the time being, maybe mostly work on getting your mood stabilized and getting your head feeling more reasonable. Tossing relationship into it can (mostly) just make it more of an intense roller coaster (can be dang hard on the other person too) - especially if it's relatively new and not so well settled. Maybe mostly "hang loose" on the relationship stuff - don't get, or let yourself get too emotionally wrapped into it.

[seldnac1]

hugs, sweetie. I know how hard it is to belive that you exist when everybody treats you as if you are invisible. But you are real to me. I think the most important question is : are you real to yourself? don't view it from somebody else's pont of view. What do YOU think? are you real in your eyes? This question helps me center myself and allows me to calm down most of the times. I hope it'll work for you too...

[lovethewiccan3fl]

@brambleface Thanks, I just keep hoping things will start changing for me, and soon.

[brambleface]

i am so sorry to hear all these horrible things have been happening to you. we all love you so much and we all care about you. it makes me so upset to hear about the things your girlfriend and relatives have been saying and doing to you lately and it moves me to tears and makes my heart ache for you. i truly wish that things will get better for you, you deserve it. <3

[madidancer121]

You deserve so much better, you deserve everything you want. My heart breaks seeing how much pain you're in. Remember we love you

[ChannelingusIV]

To defend the g/f, it is her home and when ppl break up one usually moves out (i don't like the idea of people moving in so soon to begin with since this kind of thing results). I don't think she's trying to rub it in even though it may feel that way, she's just moving on and is nice to not insist you move out.

[ChannelingusIV]

ok i watched this again and rethought. Could it be wiccan that what's making you depressed is that you pin all your hopes on the love of one person even though you've only dated them a short time? If your g/f were to suddenly return the love would your depression vanish? Is it all or mostly over the breakup?

you are a pretty girl wiccan, you won't have any trouble meeting another person. Relationships don't always work out, it's part of life we all go through.

[MeAndMyBlackTable]

@lovethewiccan3fl I know, you're right. The minute i wrote that comment I thought exactly that: You don't have a few weeks for them to kick in, you need something NOW! How can you distract yourself Britt? Or get all those emotions out of your system? I hope you can find the strength to react, because if you don't it will only get worse.Would making more videos help you to blow off some steam? But one thing is for sure: this shit is horrible and i am so sorry for you!!!

Write me if you want to.x

[amyintoxicatedox]

i feel for you i do i think about you when im having a panick attack and when im in these states and i dont feel so alone u dont deserve all these people treating you like this, your a great person, you are so hurt you need support more than medicine, i hope that girl sees that and goes back to the one who really loves her, i feel like im going downhill at the moment im not going to school or seeing freinds and things, people can definitly bring you down its horrible i know message me if u need