Amphetamines - The Beautiful Deception

My photo slide show on My speed addiction.
No negative insulting comments, thanks!
I did this, in-part to show *my ownself* how very damaging and quite deceiving to my surprise/disgust of my Amphetamine war-fare in my life... and Hell.
I also did this in hopes that Maybe just maybe; someone can somehow stumble upon this little photo-journal of the REAL.TRUTH that is HARDLY EVER covered when It comes to Us on The Street ['us' Being the pill-popping Amphetamine freaks, ha]
So, please leave what you truely think. I honestly hope this reaches atleast one person who is battling this awful disease, like Myself..and hopefully it may, help them in some, small way? Hopefully...is all I wish for. Please leave feedback, I'd appreciate it!

And for the one's who are just getting into the world of "hey i'll only do it on the weekends!" -or- "I'll only do some speed just to Study with! and I won't get hooked!"
Please...think twice, ya, I know I was told that millions and millions of times by; My closest friends, and it just ...obviously didn't work.
---I just wish and hope for one thing, that whether you're a pharmaceutical Speed freak, or reguluar Meth(amphetamine) user who buys it illegaly; WE ARE ALL THE SAME! Just watch this; and DO NOT think it's an anti-drug ad, thanks--


The song is:
"Waves of Fear" by: Lou Reed. (Off the "Blue Mask" album.)

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[julie1300]

This is a step, man.....looking at the ugly shit as well as the fun/justifying side....get rid of the people who encourage use...stay away from the places that "remind" or trigger your want to use...I have personally witnessed patients die before my eyes from drug use...or brought in past the point of recovery. I beg you to get help. Recovery isnt a class, or a phase...it is the rest of your life after you stop destroying your body with drugs.

[vegastr0n]

I really appreciate the kind words JULIE1300, at the moment I'm 3 months clean.(well, from my last relapse)

thank you so much, for not leaving an insulting and rude comment, like so many other's have - ALL I WANT TO DO, IS SPREAD INFORMATION,THAT THIS ISN'T JUST 'Simple speed abuse' it has lead me to countless breakdowns, not to mention delusinal paranoia.

[atticana]

A powerful video. From the very dawn of human history people have needed to seek 'ways of escape' from reality. I don't do drugs but I'm sitting here now with a can of cider at my side and I enjoy alcohol, within limits. Weed may be OK in moderation, but not amphetamines or anything like that. They are too mind-blowing for people to cope with.

[vegastr0n]

Indeed, Amphetamines are TOO powerful, for my own Mental-state of health anymore, for me to continue use...But, Alcohol indeed can be just as harmful, don't forget. -thanks for the comment, on this, and my other video.

[vegastr0n]

To: PWG1126, thankfully I have been off of Amphetamines(both Pharmceutical speed, and street Meth) for a Year and a half. it's still a daily struggle, of course. -Really, sorry to hear about your son, My deepest sympathies, another casualty thanks to the Amphetamine-disease, courtesy of our corrupt government and pharm. industry.

[splood5]

Sorry if you have mentioned this before, but were you abusing adderall? Just curious. I'm currently prescribed to it. It just seems to slow me down

[vegastr0n]

Yes, I was. I was going through around 90-30 M.G. XR's in a 3 weeks period. Thank fuck I got off it.

[MrMokney]

Cool for the video; I didn't really enjoy it but I think its good for people to publicize the dangers of speed.

I found the comments on this page to be way more informative than the video.

It's got me wondering though.

With the amount of kids here that've gone on to uppers because of prescription medicine it says something about the recklessness of modern childrens psychologists.

[nuglah]

don't take it, i had 10 50mg vyvanse pills the other night(vyvanse is an amphetmine just like adderall or vyvanse) which is the lethal dosage and if i hadnt already built up a tolerance for it i would have died, i was hallucinating and had several panic attacks, now im going through the worst fucking withdrawal symptoms without it, just because your not intrested in boring shit like school does not mean you have a disorder that needs to be medicated, stay away from this shit

[bloodyawakening]

@david1611kjv nah it didn't go that way with me. i ended up getting sick of them because the crashes were too long lasting and i couldn't eat, now i occasionally pop a concerta instead. trust me not everyone ends up like that, i'm FINE, i actually just put up a video of me deadlifting 345 at age 15 like 2 weeks ago. i've not had any ill effects from using stimulants, in fact they've boosted my work outs.

[david1611kjv]

@bloodyawakening everyone starts out like that, you think you have it under control and then one day you find yourself in a mental assylum.i was doing speed for 7-8 years just socially at the weekends maybe once or twice a week tops, trust me man, it catches up with you.it seems like the answer to all your prayers at first but the long term affects are just not worth it.

[madmanatsea]

To quit drugs you got to dump all those dope-head friends you are hanging out with that got you into using this crap...I know how hard it is to quit something like this despite me not ever taking any drugs since I was addicted to cigarretts before my friends tried to get me hooked on weed. Naturally, they didn't succeed because I was being controlled by a cigarett. DON'T EVER PUT THIS STUFF IN YOUR NOSE, MOUTH OR VEINS BECAUSE THE BRAIN WANTS IT so you THINK/THINK/think about next high!

[hanjenadublvr]

hey i'm doing a powerpoint on amphetamines this is a great video can i use it?

[Php48]

I started shooting up speed when I was 15, it was different stuff back then, at $60 a g it would give you spinal rushes & a pleasant euphoric feeling. Then it changed to stuff that would only keep you awake we named it Truckee's gear, then there was stuff called base for $60 a p that smelled like dead ants, still just a coffee effect. Then came the Crystalmeth, that shit sent us all mad, The Go of the early 90's was the best by far, it was the same stuff chemists made for ministers & politicians

[bloodyawakening]

all i see is hate comments. really?

people hate on this drug because they're not strong-willed enough to handle it. i've used this stuff occasionally for almost a year now and i can tell you i'm healthy and not addicted to anything. USE, don't abuse, i space my use apart by 5 days minimum and have gone months without it. i used to be a pothead but that just made me lazy and self-pitiful, this stuff makes me a beast. i'm starting to crash right now but the trick is to not complain and eat.

[tonymontana1111111]

im dealling with speed addiction for 7 yrs i lost buisnesse famillie now i feel like its not possible too stop i get too crazy now its not funny no more i been poping at leasse 30 a week how long can i go ??????? life get dark  please dont try it

[67bobbyjay23]

oh yes!! meth is'nt even that bad. people just don't know how to handle. they were saying the same shit bout pot 50 years ago. let's go tweakers let's go!!

[MrGrandfatherparadox]

I was prescribed adderall when i was in 6th grade. I've taken it, almost, every DAY since. Im a senior in high school now and its gotton really bad the last two years i've been taking crazy amounts and it just gives me the most worthless, detatched feeling now. But without it its constant cravings and self loathing. i used to take them.. but now THEY have taken my sence of humar, my charm, my ability to relate with others and they've taken me. Im working hard to clean up now, thank you good vid.