My Salvation

This is a thank you video to my everything, Cecil Lee, who saved my life many times and is always there for me. I used to suffer through depression as you can see by my other video "Depressioin Hurts..." but he has helped me realize that there are people who love and care about me including him. I just wanted to thank him for that. I love you, Cecil! Thank you so much!

The song is Scream by ZoeGirl. The pictures are personal and real so please don't try to steal or use them!

Lyrics

Does anybody know how I feel?
Sometimes I'm numb, sometimes I'm overcome
Does anybody care what's going on?
Do I have to wear my scars like a badge on my arm
For you to see me, I need release

Do I have to scream for you to hear me?
Do I have to bleed for you to see me?
'Cause I grieve, you're not listening to me
Do I need to scream?

Has anybody seen what's been done?
Where was my defense? No one heard my protest
The eyes of God were watching me
It's time to make my peace, let it go and be released
So I can breathe again
I'm on my knees

I've been marked, set apart
But I'm cut so deep and afraid of the dark
One drop of blood from the hole in Your hand
Is enough to heal me and make me stand

'Cause I'm clean, He is listening to me

I don't have to scream for Him to hear me
Don't have to bleed for Him to see me
'Cause I'm clean, He is listening to me
I don't have to scream
I don't have to bleed
'Cause I'm clean, He is listening
And I don't have to scream


I want to also say to the people who suffer from depression= Please hold on there is hope and everybody can defeat this. I know you guys can if I could. You'll probably need to get some kind of help though. Just go to a trusted friend or adult and talk to them. Everything will turn out okay. Good Luck!

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• Salvation
• Hope
• Depression
• Scream
• ZoeGirl

[xxrocker4evaxx]

I understand what you went through.

Because I went through the same thing.

I was always the funny person. And no one ever noticed that I cut.

And I tried suicide twice.

And I just kept going on like that for about a year and a half. And my aunt found out. and saw them. And It's about to be a year of me not cutting.

And I cant believe it. But Its been a long hard struggle.

And I'm proud to say I'm a survivor.

And you are too.

[samboka15]

o.o 1:38 I have the same fricken corset! That right there makes you cool

[TessTyler]

btw just had to say you are very very pretty!! <3 good luck

[TessTyler]

i recognize so much of your expressions and stuff.. i'm so sorry you had to go through such a dark place.. but you actually made it through the night!! i can't tell you how glad i'm for you! don't ever forget how you strong you are because you survived depression and selfharm..

right now i'm still fighting against my own depression. lucky for me i haven't cut myself for months right now and that makes me feel powerful! now i'm trying to beat anorexia and hope one day i can say i have survived xx

[CathalF1]

i understand what youve went through buh ihs wierd posting it on you tube maybe ihs your way of dealing with it buh i dont agree

buh nywaya glad youre ok now

[yourebrave]

when I started to cut myself and I'd never had thought that there was someone in my class like me. Then, 3 months ago, my best friends made me see their scars on the forearms. The person I love was cutting too. So I finally felt whole, like I mean... There was my empty hole and all my friends filled it. It sounds weird, but cutting now seems the most right thing ever, knowing that your guys friends do it too. It's wrong, I know, but when I found out, I felt more in love I ever was.

[lucyyboo23]

I've never self harmed... and i hope i never do, some people dont see the struggle people like you go through on a daily basis, i have no idea who you are, but i'm happy for you, for the fact you found someone who can help you :) x

[BAYBEE2MUCH263]

im happy your happy ^_^ . nothing is better than being able to smile a REAL smile again.

i used to harm myself also.. and sometimes i wanna do it again but i keep my strength up and say no. :)

[Jessie6870]

Aww im so happy that u found someone and helped u =]

[itzshelbybitchez]

your pretty(: an its so weird how 1 person can compleatly turn ur life around. (:

[MikayRawr]

amazing video. whats the song called?

[Wasabirock55]

I mean forget I said that