my secret hell.

ok i know its not very good sorry.. but this is just a random video of stuff iam going through and have whent throughthere are mainly iconsat the beginnig there are icons of how i really feel then at the end there are random icons that all ways make me smile!! :) umm some of the pics go by fast for a reason..because it CAN be triggering to some people. pleasse rate and comment.
oh and please comment iam sorry[[again]] that the videos not very good


~ i DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE SONGS THEY ARENT MINE AND I DONT CLAIM THEM TO BE MINE~

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[jessbeth01]

It's got to the point where I self-harm everyday... I have an eating disorder too... Is that bad??

[randomness551]

@jessbeth01 its not good darlingg.. wouuld you like to talk?

[randomness551]

heyy guys. just so you ALL know im here anytime. you can message me and ill give you my email. i dont know any of you guys. but id hate for yall to hurt thinking no one cares. because i do. i know what its like to cut. and cry and feel all alone. i still do. but all my struggles have made me stronger. and even if your down so low and think you cant get up. trust me you can. and if you ever need ahand to help you up i am here. i love you guys <3

[pakitae1]

i cut.. and burn. often. i have to leave my house at night to screem. i'm in pain, and it's tangable. no one can help. and the worst bit is every wants to

[randomness551]

@pakitae1 would you like to message me? ill listen to you. <3

[taimasilentnight]

i have a eating disorder for 3 years now,

i self harme

and i tryed to kill my self

and the sad thing is no ones cares enought to realise am slowly dying

[randomness551]

@taimasilentnight  im here if you need a friend. <3

[marissa96100]

ì have an eating disorder for 2 years and no one cares, ive started cutting and i can't stop, ive tried but i can't..... ive even tried to kill myself.... im dieing inside and i dont know how much longer i can take of it

[jessbeth01]

@randomness551 no, it's okay. whenever i try to talk about it i either get all moody and blame it on everyone or just don't bother so i don't think there's much point. thanks though :)

[MixedLivin]

... I have manic depressive disorder.. major anxiety.. anorexia.. I cut, I burn, I scratch, I pull on my hair.. I purge... But, I walk down the halls at school. Im the little sweet heart that wouldn't do anything wrong. You look at me, and think I'm a sweet 16 year old girl... No one sees me cry... No one knows why I've done drugs...No one knows.. The bigger problem... I don't want help.. I just want someone to know....

[Ximjustmeh]

i hav a eatin disorder and i self harm very often and i feel so damn alone i

[necromancer1138]

I like your video very much it is something that needs to be said, People going through this kind of pain need to know they are not alone and that there are others who are willing to listen and help them up when they fall. The people closest to us I think do notice but are so afraid to say anything as they feel it might make us worse or actually cause suicidal behavior when actually sometimes all that is needed is a safe place to talk it out. I am here and if you need to talk I check my email

[PrincessGothxoxo]

This is inspirational. Thank you.xoxo

[regretsremain]

is caring about me. I can tell her everything.

I swear she is the reason I live. She tells me everything.

I wish none of this would have happened.

I am tired of the low energy, depression, cutting, burning, (etc.) but I cannot not do it!! I definitely need help, but no one else can help me.

Now, why is it that people say I can come to them with problems, but when I do, they say "I do not care"?

No one knows about cutting & the supposed ED. And I still have trouble keeping them. God, help me. :'(

[regretsremain]

I agree w/ everything you said, except I am not addicted to drugs. And ya know what? I have been told that I may be developing a ED by Mikayla, an acquaintance. (I have the symtoms in my latest video on my channel. We are not sure about it. Tell me what you - anyone who reads this - thinks.)

And no one cares about it. And I cut. I try not to, but it is way to hard.

My parents do not care about this..

I am losing friends as fast as I am getting them.

There is a single girl that actually (TBC)