Lost an Angel

This is a very personal video but I felt that I needed to do it and share it. I know it's very long, in fact it's my longest video ever. I just needed to get my feelings out through something I do with my life. I also wanted to share with everyone what a wonderful person my stepfather was since he has supported me so much.

This is the first time I have lost someone so very close to me. It was pretty unexpected being that the surgery was suppose to be a success and fix things. But things turned for the worse after the surgery and nearly a week later, my stepfather passed away.

My Stepfather has been in my life for 15 some years and has greatly impacted my life. He was an amazing husband to my mom and a great father to my little sister. My mom couldn't have asked for anyone better to have blessed her life.

One thing I didn't note in this video is that the surgery for the pancreatitis was optional. He was told he would most likely develop pancreatic cancer in years to come. So my Stepdad didn't want to hesitate with that and wanted to fix it now. So sad it turned out for the worse.

It still feels unreal.

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[MrAwesomeness1975]

so damian oomm i feel u and i know this is a lil late but u know i just had a loss and i feel just like u man and this is like really hard so i feel real bad

[Manofme100]

It's 2012 but man if you need some help or something like still getting over this I am here just pet me know. I say this because about 5 years ago I lost my great grandmother and I still remember that feeling you talk about some were in 8:45 I think. Just standing there frozen like every thing just stops and the world goes black it feels like your hart has froze and all you want to do is fall down and cry.

[RaA1Nb0WN1NjA]

@LuciiferOne hooray another jack-ass on youtube

[TheJugglization]

Shoot Man.... I Know it 2012 And All But Wow.. Watching This Made Me Cry.... Im So Sorry!! Ive Never Expirienced This but Wow :(

[Killerkuzo]

Yo I know it's 2012 I'm sorry for your lost good luck for you

[LuciiferOne]

@RaA1Nb0WN1NjA

STFU you idiot.

[MayThePidgeRise101]

I Lost A Pet The Same Day That You Did, It Really Sucked...

[skaterboy2265]

@skaterboy2265 Damian*

[skaterboy2265]

My mother died in the kitchen of my home In July of 2011, I was 13 years old when it happened. I still can't believe it really happened, loosing a loved one is the worst thing I've ever had to go through and I hope nobody else has to feel what I felt and still do feel. My family is firm believers in God and even though idk why this happened I know it's part of Gods will. Damian I feel your pain, I started to cry when I watched this video, you will be in my prayers, stay strong. God bless you Da

[Shadowdwellerblake]

@Shadowdwellerblake but come sunday,Love stared death in the face and said WAIT A MINUTE!!! and Love put death in his place, pulling victory back from the grave and took away death's sting away because love is always stronger than death.

sorry, character limits. XP

[Shadowdwellerblake]

@Shadowdwellerblake "Death came along one day. Death's bullied alot of people throughout the years, cheated alot of people. Death is mean. then Death came and snatched the life right out of you. then Death went home and threw a big ol' party that lasted all friday, all saturday,