A Poem-esque song I wrote this morning after I was inspired by the Outro track on Drake's "So Far Gone" mix tape. It's just a lil something on the side, lol.
Listen to/download the SFP mixtape on #DatPiff http://bit.ly/1Nl9ur The Story of Heart 2/28/09 Words by Ms. Instrumental Music by Drake (So Far Gone, Track 16: Outro)
Sitting in this dress. Feeling all depressed.
You said youd be back, then you turned and you left.
And now Im left sitting all alone on the steps.
How could you lie and say you love me in the same breath?
You told me if you died you would love me in your death.
And when I get to heaven youd be waiting by my bed.
But now you on earth, you be chasing after bread.
Got the angel on the right and the devil on the left.
Talk tough like you got metal for a head
And like bullets bounce off like we heavy on the bed.
I got a ocean worth of tears, I need a levy and the Feds
Before I drown in my fears, the waters soo murky.
I cant see my reflection and thats what hurts me
I couldnt even drink from the water if I was thirsty.
And its about 12:30(am) going on Dawn.
Hustling with the sun tryna buy us some time,
But I already went broke from buying your lies
So I just sit back and watch the sunrise.
Watch the sun rise, until the sun hides
Inside because its allergic to moonlight.
And its usually around this time (that) I see two lights
Peaking through the curtains or leaking through the blinds.
It gotta be you is what Im thinking in my mind.
You kiss me on the cheek and Im thinking imma cry.
Your breath smell like you been drinking on the fly
While your necks whelped like you been creeping on the side.
Im thinking homicide for you and that floozy.
Ill bust the windows out the car with the two seats.
The thought of that soothes me, but none of that moves me.
Im stuck to the loveseat like somebody glued me.
You walk to the bathroom, you run the Jacuzzi.
You try to wash off the stench of your crimes,
But I can still smell the scent of your lies.
Experience stains the soul,
So you gon need something stronger than Tide to go.
You got a lot to Gain and you willing to risk it ALL.
You walk up behind me and whisper real soft
In attempt to turn on, what u already turned off.
I turn and cough and walk out the room
You follow and yell, I was talking to you!
My mom was often abused,
So when a guy yells Im not often amused.
I stare you in the face.
I can tell you felt awkward you moved
Your eyes
And glared at vase,
Then glanced at my hand
And stared at the mace.
I know youre not scared,
But turned and walked away.
I wish I could express my distress orally.
Every other day its the same old thing.
Illegitimate love,
You would think I was illiterate cuz
I cant seem to read the signs
If this is the definition of love, then it needs to be redefined.
We need us to be redesigned.
Call a architect. Get a carpenter
Lets start from the carpet up. Pull the walls apart.
But right now its too late and the halls are dark.
Pain in my chest like the bear mauled my heart.
Shouldnt have given you all my heart.
Shouldnt have given you all my heart.
Thats what happens when you give someone all your heart.
this song tough
ruecuodal 2 years ago
thanks :-)
tj0826 2 years ago