I want to be there, until the end if that's what it comes down to♥

I will always be there♥

So yeah, been making this video on and off for a couple of weeks. I love this horse more than anything in the world, yet at times I hate her as well. I never thought when I bought her that we'd go through something like this. I can't even put it into words. Its all been going on for a year now, she's a different horse in almost every way. I don't think I can honestly say I'd ever imagined going through something so emotionally destroying, and i can't honestly say that the amount of times I've wanted to give up is small. The fact that she means so much to me means my life stops when things are going wrong. The amount we've been through in this year, i hope, will one day make us stronger. I genuinely don't think there are many who would go through what we've been through and still somehow want to come out on the other side.

But of course through a video you can't show the ins and outs of everything. I think only me and Ellie truly understand it all. THANKS FOR READING, WATCHING,COMMENTING. Means the world and all comments are soo appreciated and loved! sorry for mopey desc hahaha


FOR ELLIE:
I don't really know what to say bellie.. the amount of times i would get off crying and on the brink of crumbling into depression... but you were always always there to save me. without fail every night you were there letting me vent it all out and i really do not know how to thank you enough. for listening to every single one of my new stupid plans that never ended up working, or for being so happy for me if they did even for a small amount of time. for never ever judging me. for always making me feel so much better about my life spent around a horse that hated me. you mean the utter world to me bellie bear and i think my happiness in life over the past year is owed a scary amount to you. iloveyouALWAYSSS:(♥

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[CrunchieEventing]

You took the words staright from my mouth in your description, I too have had the year from hell with my horse, my whole world just stops when something goes wrong with him. You & Coco are I suppose an inspiration to me, no matter how many times you were set back you also came back better than ever, you a such a strong person <3

[KateLovesJumping]

@CrunchieEventing thankyou so much. i hope things get better for you x

[luvhorses946]

You atre such an amazing person. I love watching your videos, and yes I don't understand what you're going through, I don't know you, but I can tell how much you love coco, and how much she loves you, and I have to say, you are such an inspiration to everyone who has a hard time with a horse or pony, or just in life. You haven't given up, and I know you said you've felt like it, but you haven't, and that's the important thing, you haven't given up. Good luck and I hope it all turns out okay xxx

[KateLovesJumping]

@luvhorses946 thankyou so much!! xxx

[katieebabess10]

You'll get through it Kate, you've been going through it for long enough now there's no way you can give up, and i don't think that you ever will either, i don't know you but i know how much love you have for Coco, just from your videos. You're doing this because you want to make her happy, and i love how you're persevering with her to get to the bottom of it FOR her, i really admire that, just shows you're an amazing horsewoman :) Keep at it, you'll get through it, you both deserve to xxx

[KateLovesJumping]

@katieebabess10 thankyou so so much that means a lot to me xxx

[strawbericalpony]

i love this sooooo sooo much kate. you'll get thorugh this, and im glad your new yard has made such a difference already. i love how much dedication you have to her, you've never ever given up and i swear down it'll be so worth it in the long run. i love you both an insanneeeee amount and you are so amazing for sticking with her throughout everything and anything. this video is just amazing and i hope things keep getting better and better now xxx

[gracemarble]

love you loads hun, don't really know what to say but if anybody deserves their horse back, its you - 100 times over. really admire you for sticking it out xxxxx

[LeaEquestrian]

I hope everything turns out okay kate, you deserve it :) xxxx

[emaieoghanahally]

This video is extremely inspiring and people need to reliase what you have been through! She is one incredible horse and you - an incredible rider AND owner. You read that horse's mind and she reads yours, you click when you work together, it may not feel or look that way to you but to me she looks like one relaxed horse everytime you ride her. The NH you have done with her makes me look up to you even more, I hope one day I can be like you too with Gwyn and smokey! You're a credit to us all! xx

[kittysawrus]

"It doesn't matter how slow you go"

Absolute truth <3

[HevahhOx]

You've been through the mill with this horse, you really have. And it only shows such a huge amount of incredible dedication you have to see everything through. Those months of coping with a mare locked up in her stable on box rest, and now this? It's amazing that you're still here with Coco, still fighting. If that isn't inspirational, I can't tell you what is. xx

[Mybabyfurbie]

You can do it, you can get through to her! The impossible always seems a harsh reality, but within truth there is no impossibles for the genuine equine lovers! You and Coco love one another and for every problem you overcome that strength becomes more and more. Keep the love and keep the courage, you will walk away from here better then ever in a few months.... She understands you are trying to help, she just can't figure out how to work it out!

[EquestrianExtreme]

i love this video<3

[xoxLisaprincexox]

This is amazing and your an inpiration, well done :)) you've done such an amazing job , she's looking georgous ! xx