There was a good quantity of turmoil in the 2005 band. Besides me having panic attacks and high blood pressure that was out of control there was also infighting amongst the others and myself in the group. There was some resentment; there was a poison pill floating around. This became the title song to the album; even though we never play it out live anywhere. That's because George handed me some chords after some evil went down and said "why don't you try and come up with something that goes with this?" I had issues and it took just moments to go to the studio and record this piece as I was feeling it...no writing involved...just venting. It came out the way it did all by itself - and the mysterious sounds made are all guitar tracks. All of the harmonies are me, because I felt quite alone...and within weeks of our last recording session the band quit me and started to back up someone else; a very talented gal by the way - who has moved on also. Life is Not EASY...and being friends while trying to be cohorts in music is an even harder deal than life. It's like a 4 way marriage without the sex. except of course for the occasional hallway sex. You know; where you pass each other in the hallway and say, "Fuck You". It's like that.
James you are awesome man....Fuck taltopia
wewordsson 2 years ago