Been feeling suicidal...and taking a hiatus from youtube

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[lucydixon1966]

I have someone in my family who probably has bipolar disorder.

I think you are amazing. So courageous and honest and open.

I'm sure you are helping alot of people...

Keep going.

[SuperChangingworld]

i m also bipolar for years and years. i want to thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings because it helps me alot. i hope you get well soon. i pray for you and all the bipolar people in the world. take care of yourself and be well...Greetings ...

[tamphex]

Found your clips while browsing for some information about bipolar disorder. Been struggling with it myself, silently, for years but recently hit a low which has been so harsh that I decided to seek help. Saw my local doctor today and got referred to a local community mental clinic, going back for an evaluation tomorrow.

In this clip, everything you're describing is how I'm feeling. Just feel powerless, worthless & like a leaf thrown into the wind. Want to escape from my mind.

[nclgoulding]

Wish I could jump through the screen and give you a hug! I've come off my medications multiple times, I hate being on them and I always think I'll be fine without them. The last few times I have ended up back in hospital. I hope you are feeling better now xx

[Base2lovesBase1]

Maybe you might want to speak to a holistic doctor. Your earlier vids were all about not being on meds because you had not been properly diagnosed. When I was diagnosed, I was basically telling my doc whatever it takes, I will study everything and showing I was proactive. He was glad of this and he told me I would be on meds for life. Honey don't feel bad about being meds. Stay on them!!!! 

[WealthGuardShow]

I MISS YOU... PLEASE COME BACK SOON. I hope you are feeling better.

[allinperspective88]

U need to talk to someone I've been where u r swear i have my issues but i live with it and work through it

[allinperspective88]

I tried to hurt myself to its ok you will get better i swear I've lived hell with my probs been on a lot of meds xanax helped me the best what I'm on now i know that when your probs come on its ungodly hard just roll with it kill time there's always help don't ever give up don't go without telling someone u know how u feel u feel like your in hell when everyone is.calm and not understanding I've been doing so much better I'm glad i seen your posts i promise u will get better always reach out if

[CJUDGES]

Watching you is like listening to my own thoughts. We're so similar (with regards to the bipolar I mean). Hang in there girl. We mustn't let this thing beat us! x

[wonabzback]

i use a pill counter to help me take my medications,i do good overall when i take it although i dont like to admit,i hope one day to wein off medications,im glad u didnt overdose,i keep my emotions bottled up and dont lash out to ppl either