Cashback - "She was never far from my mind"

Brilliant sequence from the film, "Cashback"
A longer version than previously posted - no new footage.

Beautiful sequence, powerful score, great film.

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Film & Animation

Tags:

• cashback
• film
• insomnia
• breakup

[audallas841]

My gf of five years just broke up with me so I'm living this right now. Worse part is, this was one of our favorite movies...

The worst part is it's completely my fault. I screwed it up by lying to her (about something stupid no less) and in the process destroyed one of the most beautiful things in my life. She was my soul-mate and I have no idea how to fix it now.

Everyone, if you have a someone in your life that means the world to you, do not take it for granted. Ever. You will regret it.

[djvardar]

@audallas841

5 years is a lot for her to throw away over a lie about something stupid.

We all tell stupid lies every now and then. It's only human.

It's the serious lies that matter.

[audallas841]

@djvardar it wasn't the lie itself, it was the breach of trust. Turns out there were other issues that she never talked to me about. Turns out I had my issues with her as well, we just never talked about it.

We're talking again, so that's progress but we're just being friends for now. Hardest thing I'll ever have to do, but she's worth it.

[djvardar]

@audallas841

I'm concerned for you to have this one-sided friendship. You think the world of this girl and the nature of the situation could make you her lapdog. Unless I'm misunderstanding, you want to reconnect and she's the gatekeeper in control of how far you go.

You've apologized and made amends, but this isn't sounding like a healthy path. Don't lose sight of yourself and these concepts so you'll know when it's time to step away.

[djvardar]

@audallas841

...(cont'd)

Step away either to get things moving once again (she may get used to the dynamic of being the one to forgive you, and subconsciously not want to give up that control over the situation) or just for yourself (there reaches a point where their admiration of us fades and is replaced by a friendly respect - but the attraction is gone because we've been their lapdog for too long).

[audallas841]

@djvardar Woah woah WOAH! Like I said, we both had issues with each other, and we'ved talked them out and both forgiven each other for those things.

As for her being worth it, that is probably something I should let go, but that's easier said than done. I've never been closer to another human being. We had 5 years of really, REALLY good times. It's a work in progress, but I'll get there.

[djvardar]

@audallas841

Fantastic news. And it sounds like you're in a healthy place about it.

Best of luck!

[hijackhickory]

very powerful scene, Ive never scene a movie thats shows a break up so honestly.

[alipov]

thanks for the clip. it's my favorite scene. very powerful.

[audallas841]

@Zaxiogan I found the soundtrack on Amazon

[Zaxiogan]

@djvardar hi could I possibly get this soundtrack from somewhere ? I have checked all the soundtracks of this movie and I couldn't find this one particularly starting 2:52 . Thanks

[audallas841]

@djvardar Thanks. I'm as healthy as I can be.

[audallas841]

@djvardar I thank you for the concern however.

And just so everyone knows, I'm no longer living this scene. I can sleep again and I'm functioning like a human being. I still get little reminders everyday of her and what we had, but it's bearable. I'm just glad I don't work near or have any reason to go to our old apartment, that would be terrible. A lot of good memories there and I'd like to keep it that way.

[audallas841]

@djvardar I'm really not worried about her taking advantage of the situation, it's really just not in her nature. It's one of the reasons why I fell for her in the first place. She's one of those people who helps anyone and expects nothing back. She's helped me through some major life issues, among other things she's the reason my mom and I reconciled after being estranged for 5 years... after we broke up.

She really does want the best for me and she's given me no reason to doubt that.

[YasinSoylemez]

awesome ı just...