do we... ( a poem)

do we ever know what to do with ourselves
buzzing around looking for the sweetest hunny
there's nothing but space between the glances we toss
but my ego's all ways been bigger then "the both of us"
working around the clock frantically trying to save these
seconds, so just like those first days of fall after a tremendous
summer... those soft mornings of Autumn fog the sky pours it'self into the
earth... and i blink wide with my morning eyes just trying to hold it all in
my busy ally sees alot of busy bodies, more then enough to enjoy the
dry cigarette on a rickaty stair and ponder the lives passing mine by
she sleeps now. the girl i love, in my life, on the couch i'm slacking to rebuild.
under a large moon, and the dark sweep the heat from the side streets of my concrete city
my life suits the news and the blues, and the stains on my white shirts,
she tells me to remember those times, those summers where she would come to visit
the hours stretched. adventures to unravel, defining the beauity thats lock away with in existance
in falling into her as if she was the earth. wishing death would only call in moments wrap in bliss
i wouldn't say it was ignorence. or maybe we had just decided to be soulmates but kept it on the low
and just as fast the mundane problems i bother myself with would resume it's almost natural order
but days i would lay questioning what to do with myself until the treasured i've freed
returns back to me, always another year to grow wiser, be more impressive, older
the same person with a different story to peddle,
she's been smiling for me all along. and all this long and
... she says ""you know when i used to come visit you?"
"....this time i'm not leaving.".....(and now i feel sappy)

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[hume12345]

so glad to have you back NC. i realised (early on) it's all about quality and not quanity with you. this is so worth the wait.

[newcomposition]

@hume12345 thank you. that means alot.

[leftysergeant]

The hot sumer is over and you are mellowing out with the coming of autmn, contemplating the "ego bigger than the both of us." Now you have an idea what you had. Convenient that she seems to want to keep it that way. The theme here is in contrast with the way the video is presnted, but then it seems to address an order arising out of youthful chaos.

[newcomposition]

@leftysergeant ... i would love for you to dumb that down. just to make sure i get want your saying. i play with the meaning of words, so they've assumed a life more then just a symbol to direct direction and intent.

[icpchad]

Well said. Well done.