We'll See (a justin bieber love story) pt. 58

hey guys!! April vacation!! or at least for me haha (: so im really sorry, dont hate me for what you're about to read. it will all make sense in the end. oh and BTW you may cry... haha ok so without further adue, here is 58, and yes, it is very sad... AND SHOCKING!

"thank you for saving my son. for saving both of them. God bless you sir." justins mom says genuinely and goes over to hug Teddy.
"oh please, call me Teddy. and it was no trouble at all. i actually quite enjoyed myself." he smiles.
"i think im gonna go call Aly and Maddy." i announce.
"Thats a great idea." my mom says.
"yeah, take your time." my dad encourages.
i nod and go outside to the backyard. i hear faint footsteps behind me and i whirl around, startled.
"sorry, did i scare you?" justin asks.
"oh, no, sorry. im just still a little jumpy. whats up?"
he turns away, biting his lip.
"justin... whats up?" i repeat myself, only this time my nervousness shows in my voice.
"ok. listen." he takes in a long deep breath. "i love you. but these pat few months have been... "i shake my head over and over, reusing to hear anymore, because i know where this is going and i just dont think i can take it. "just hear me out." he pleads with me. "im only thinking of you, and for some reason, us, together, is just a magnet for trouble. trouble is actually an understatement. i cant stay with you if it means you'll always be in danger. if its not being stalked by a homicidal crazy girl, its being kidnapped by a homicidal homeless man in a wheelchair and i just dont want to find out what awful thing is next in line for us. you in particular. it kills me to do this, and trust me i've really thought about this. i started considering this right when we were kidnapped for the second time. i still love you, i do. and thats why im doing this even though it feels like im being torn apart from the inside out. you've gotta understand..."
i say nothing, just stare ahead of me at nothing, not seeing anything.
"it seems like theres always going to be something else," he goes on, "some dyer situation that we barely make it out alive in. do you have any idea what i would do if something ever happened to you? and because of me? no way bre. i cant be a part of that. im only doing this for you." he says again.
"yeah? well then thanks sweetie. thanks for "saving my life in advance." thanks for breaking my heart, AGAIN!, and crushing my dreams and ruining my life and-" i stop myself, hyperventilating was making it hard to continue, and try to relax.
i can actually see the tear starting to form in justins sad eyes.
"this hurts me too you know. possibly even more than you and if not than just as much."
i look into his tear filled eyes and he looks back into my puppy dog face. i reach for him even though i know i shouldn't, and he reaches too despite himself.
"i love you. and i need to keep you safe. im so sorry." he releases me and ponders something for a few seconds before kissing me softly on the lips.
he turns around and goes straight back to his house without looking back. i reach out, searching for something, for anything that may keep my head and my heart from exploding, but all i come up with is air. i dont know how i manage to move but i do manage to get myself to my room. walking there is all a blur but i do know that once i got to my room i cried and cried and cried. i think i cried all night, finally getting three hours of sleep after crashing at 6:00 AM.

i told you it was gonna be sad and it wasn't gonna make any sense at first. dont, like, hate me please and leave mean comments haha because everything WILL in a way work out in the end I PROMISE!

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[sockmonkey6139]

omg ur rite! i cried! he loves her so much that he had to give her up! OMG! Is that the ending one? I hope not, continue please!

[xolifeisgoodxo326]

@sockmonkey6139 dont worry its not the ending! what kind of a crap bucket ending would THAT be? haha dont worry im gonna continue the series!

[DaCrew222]

@xolifeisgoodxo326 why must you go all "technical" comment pal? But then again...I guess it's true! Ok, all is forgiven, although now I need to call my pet dragon (diddy) and tell him not to burn your house...

[xolifeisgoodxo326]

@DaCrew222 BAHAHAHA yes please do that! amazing name for a dragon btw hahahaha

[DaCrew222]

The only thing that made me really sad in this chapter was...YOU CALLED ME A CRAZY HOMICIDAL GIRL! Thanks alot dude -_-

[xolifeisgoodxo326]

@DaCrew222 hahaha im sorry comment pal!! well technically i only called your alternate personality a crazy homicidal girl

[msilovepie143]

AWE IM CRYING THIS IS SOO DEPRESSING

[TanyaAndBri]

I'm sitting here sobbing my eyes out i can barely breath!!):

[bayblate]

justin bieber jee

[SunSmiley54]

i was so sad for them, he loved her so much, and she felt the same way, they were MEANT 4 each other!!!! D: but 4 some reason i couldnt cry, (i noez, im wierd,lol) so i thought off one of his saddest songs/music vids (of JB of course) and i teared a little . im so emotional sumtimes, haha rofl XD

[CopyDouble]

Awesome !

[PURPLECUPCAKE8568]

SO TOUCHING TEARS WERE RUNNING DOWN M EYES EVEN THOUGH I WANTED TO PUNCH THE CRAP OUT OF JUSTIN

[miscatdog12]

i cried no joke i actully did cry

[foreverloved32]

OMGosh what did you do?

[DemixLuver]

i freakin cryed SOOO hard NO LIE!!!! but im everything BUT mad at u! i mean its just like real life. love has risks 2

[zeniyda]

sad justin