in the hospital

jsut some thoughts i have

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[Lyssiegohsrawrrrr]

i wasn't allowed to have anything when i was in it was awful i was so bored.I've been in 3 times for cutting and suicidal thoughts but never for an eating disorder it never got that bad. i think its just glorified babysitting they dont do shit

[missacro]

@Lyssiegohsrawrrrr it totally depends on where you go, a lot of hospitals are crap and just like a babysitter but if you go somewhere with the right treatment team they can be so much help!!! ive been out of hospital other then testing and a random overnight here and there for rehydration etc for 2 years now !!! it just takes a combination of the right people and being ready to get better yourself .

[97chelseataylor]

i was in a mental hospital and we couldnt have shoes with laces. clothes with strings. no ipods, laptops, dvds, cds, hard cover books, pencils, pens, markers, crayons, anything airisol, razers, scissors, tweezers, nail polish, food in our rooms or drinks, headbands, rubberbands(only sometimes), makeup, and a lot of us had eating disorders and i was having an oncoming anorexia and they were monitoring everything i ate and i would hide the food so they thought i ate it...it was scary...

[missacro]

@97chelseataylor this was a medical hospital ward, so it was much more slack about what was allowed. i was still monitored on what iate and often on oen to one , though. ive been in various places and yes its quite hard to be in the stricter places but sometimes you need. i can tell you though, hiding food will only keep you sick !! and trust me recovery is soooooo much better! im so happy now, more so then i ever thought possible!!!

[imnai]

I sincerely wish you all the love in the world, and hope you choose recovery. It is such a tantalising possibility: a life not dictated by food or it's absence. And yet it is so hard to embrace. It's terrifying. But doable.

Have faith.

[missacro]

@imnai Thanks! this is an extremely old video, about three years old actually. I am doing very well now :) yes its still scary but living a life free of ed has had so many more benifits me. i love life now

[CrayolaKc]

so u think u have to be 60lbs to have an eating disorder??

it doesnt matter what u weigh... when ur body starts shutting down, its because its malnurished... not just because ur skinny.

stupid fucking kid.

[lostlittlegirlygirl]

you are so so brave to post this hunni.how are u doing now??sending u all the best wishes in the world,this battle cant get worse xxxx

[xAngelwx]

look at the string on her nose

and look wat it leads too

[Lyssiegohsrawrrrr]

@97chelseataylor Don't forget the nasty food. I hated being in. and the no makeup somedays i need my makeup or else i look like something from a horror movie. I went insane in the pysch ward from nothing to do all day

[Lyssiegohsrawrrrr]

Don't forget the nasty ass food. I hated being in i missed my ipod I need it to sleep. I was annoyed to say the least. And my mom refused to bring me books until i did my homework so all i did was sit in my room during quiet time or at lights out and twiddle my thumbs.

[megaflaminheart]

@missacro Have you done an update video? I see here where you say this is extremely old and you're doing well now. I'd love to hear about your journey. No words are adequate and sound petty when trying to say what I mean, but I AM so very happy for you. I congratulate you on the hard work (I KNOW it takes--I'm recovered as well). What are you doing with your life now?

[xOliviaBrookex]

I know from experience how hard it is to overcome and be recovered from an eating disorder; everyday is tough but I'm recovering and have been for a year 2medusa . com I have posted my story there