pillowbook || 4 -Babies-

Babies. They're amazing really. In the last six months, two people really close to me have had babies. One of my best friends, and my Mum. (yes, I'm english, I say Mum not Mom. Get over it :-P) Its so strange when you look at a pregnant woman. You know shes carrying a baby, that its in her stomach, but you don't really think about it. That beneath her skin, and the layers of her womb and amniotic fluid sack is a baby. A baby with hair and fingernails, a baby with little blue eyes and a nose. With soft fine hair and eyebrows and eyelashes. A real person. When I first saw both of these babies I found it hard to believe that these had both come from inside my friend and my Mum. Even though I'd felt them kicking and was well aware they was there, when I first saw them, I was amazed. Morgan and Leo, two real babies who one day will be men. Its amazing to think about isn't it. I suppose babies don't have very interesting lives once they're here though. They eat and sleep and poop and cry. But we love them anyway and are happy to cater for their needs. Good job they're cute isn't it? I love the fact that I'm 17 and Leo's a baby cause it means I get to mother him, you know? I babysit a lot and I LOVE it. He's such a well behaved baby too, makes me want one of my own sometimes! I'm going to university next year though so I guess I'll wait until I'm done there! I get a lot of practice though and I know that when I do have one of my own, I'll know exactly what to do. For now, having a baby brother is enough though! I love him to pieces, I think already, I feel much closer to him than my other younger brother and my younger sisters (yes, plural) probably because I'm around more this time, I'm more interested in Leo than going out with my friends a lot of the time, you know? I feel guilty already about moving 200 miles away for university cause I know he won't even be one and I'll probably miss his first steps. Maybe he'll wait. I hope so! I'll always be there for him though, in a way I couldn't be for the others, I'm somewhere between sister and parent for him, you know? I can always help him out in a way I couldn't with the others and I love knowing that :-)

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This was me thinking all about Leo and Morgan and blocking out anything negative. (Yes I mean THAT guy)

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-Nic xo

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[lenebraes]

aaaaw so sweet :D! You're so amazing at this! I love to read these!

[XxXzAnEsSaXxXAWWW]

@lenebraes Thanks haha. Personally I didn't think it was all that good but I'm still so happy to be getting these positive comments off you guys :-D xx

[PurplePandaBear100]

amazing ep