Untouched and Unloved chapter 5

trie 2 post last nite, youtube's gay and wouldn't let the audio b there cuz of copywright and other crap like that! :P the song WAS Still in Love with You by the JONAS BROTHERS! so if u have it (which im guessing MOST of u do!) u can listen 2 it if u want!!! :D

Chapter 5
Taylor's POV: WOW. I was still in shock. That was just...wow...PEFECT. I couldn't do this though. Joe. He broke my heart, but I still loved him deeply. This was so confusing. It felt so wrong...but it felt so right.(I Kissed A Girl by Katy Perry, haha!) I mean, it was just a freak thing though. It's not like we meant anything by it...right? God, I'm SO FRICKIN CONFUSED! My head was spinning. I sat down on the little couch in the bus. Kevin went off to some other part of the bus I'm guessing, probably to think like me. Just Friends. JUST FRIENDS. That's ALL we were. I kept saying it over and over in my head. That's all we ever could be. I had to tell him. It just wouldn't work out. It never could. I started walking around looking for Kevin.

Kevin's POV: It was so magical. Magnificent. She HAD to have felt something, she just HAD TO! It had felt so good. IT actually felt like my life finally had a meaning to it. And that was her. She completed me. I would treat her right, not like my jackass of a brother. We completed each other. I needed her. My life actually felt good now. I no longer wanted to crawl under a rock and die. For the first time in a LONG while, I couldn't stop smiling. I heard a knock on the door. I opened it. Taylor.

She walked over and sat next to me. Not too close, but not too far. It was very awkward. We sat there in silence for a few minutes. I needed to break the silence. I needed to know. He Taylor? I asked. Yeah? she turned, her beautiful eyes sparkled in the light. I stared into them. About the kiss... I started. Yeah, this is making it VERY awkward between us Kevin, she said, cutting me off. I mean, it was just a freak thing that shouldn't have even happened, right? I gulped. I couldn't say anything. I just nodded. Yeah, so let's just put that kiss behind us, and forget about it, so we can be friends again, ok? Yup...JUST friends... I said. She didn't seem to notice the sadness in my voice. Good, so let's just forget about this! she said, and hugged me. I hugged back, even though I just felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest. Ok, I gotta go talk to Demi about something, bye! she hugged me again, then walked out of the room. Sadness. Unhappiness. Depression. Miserable. Those emotions, and a bunch of others I was going through right now. All of those emotions I felt before were back. They all rushed back at once. My head was spinning. I went into the bathroom and took out my knife. This was the only way I could calm myself down. I finally calmed down, then cleaned up my arm. I pulled down my sleeve so you couldn't see the cuts, and went over and laid down on the couch. Miserable, I finally drifted into a restless sleep.

sooooo sad!!!! POOR KEVY!!!! :(

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• jonas
• brothers
• fanfic
• kevin
• joe
• nick
• emo
• demi
• lovato
• selena
• gomez
• taylor
• swift
• untouched
• and
• unloved
• chapter

[jonasbaseballracing]

GilmoreBabe23 is right! Kevin, cutting isn't the answer!!! Stop it now!! Aww!!

[GilmoreBabe23]

NO KEVIN! BAD! So SAD! CUTTING IS NOT THE ANSWER!!!!!!!

[JonasDemiLove]

aw kevin

[xoxtiziana]

loved it!

[Gabriella4500]

Poor Kev!!!

Why'd Taylor go and Have to break his Heart!!

Aww

[JoBroLuvr42708]

aww LOVED IT!!! poor kevy :(

[SoccerChick231]

aweh!!! =( more pwease?

[logibear0123]

ompkj!!! post more!!! i feel so bad for kevin! he is like my favorite jonas! i love him! it makes me want to cry, but that just makes this story even better! :)

[MelaGirlChick]

third comment yaya...plz post soon again

[iceskater4ever11]

yeah lol taylor should go out with kevin to get joe jealous or something cause i feel bad 4 kevin lol =)