The loss off a Child - our story

I've said it before and i'l say it again "i'm not a vlogger" . This was one of the hardest things i've had to film ever, several takes just holding back the tears.
On July 24th the YouTube community took part in an experiment to create a documentary shot in 24 hours. The best footage will be produced by Ridley Scott and directed by Kevin Macdonald into one film.

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[animeroxmysox625]

Your pain runs deep, but you can still go on with life. For that, i admire you. My deepest thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.

[mrbuchanantoyou]

@animeroxmysox625 Thank you

[TheMcoleman148]

This is a Lovely Video, You are a great dad who cares about his children, this must have been a very had thing to do, and i respect that.

[mrbuchanantoyou]

@TheMcoleman148 Thank you 

[LeSaMilano]

very courageous of you to share your pain (the depths of which I can only imagine) on camera, you're much braver than I am.

Children have such a beautifully clear picture of the world around them. Its's when we grow up that it gets muddled with reality. Peace to you and your family.

[mrbuchanantoyou]

@LeSaMilano They say life loses it's simplicity and becomes harder as you grow, if only it was as simple as it is for a 3 year old :)

Personally i find the camera a great listener, a nice way to vent if you like

[1984Kintija]

I understand you very well. I 24th weeks of gestation (18 November 2012th) prematurely born my twin boys. They lived for three days, both died in one day. I thought that I could not cope with emotional pain. Now, is not so hard, but the pain does not end, it is simply different. It was my first pregnancy, it was planned and I very much waited for my Baby. Pregnancy was the happiest time of my life, so I hope that will receive the repeat, and I hope that this time with a happy end.

[TheDepressedfaerie]

I know how you fell. I lost my son back in 2009.

[ashley595727]

your such a brave man! im so sorry for your loss.

[Jeannenyc57]

I am so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and your famiily.

Hugs, Jeanne in Manhattan

[coralrayne]

My heart goes out to you. I lost my daughter at 7 months old to SIDS. I couldn't imagine never getting to see that smile. They say it gets easier, it doesn't. You just hurt and miss in other ways that no one else can understand. It will be 10 years for me this October since she left. I feel guilt cause I can't remember her face. Like she has been erased from this world even though she made a huge impact on mine.

[MellowInMorning]

I am deaf and I did not understand a single word you said. It didn't really matter though. I could see (and feel) the pain in your face.

I lost my daughter Nicole on June 10, 2009 and grieving is ..... exhausting.

I will have someone tell me what you said but whatever your loss may be, know I understand too. We share the same look...

[kissandmakeupx14]

what part of scotland you from

[PINKEE38]

thank you for sharing this very personal story.you are an amazing father.

[Becca4u2u]

I admire your stregnth. Thank you for sharing!

[hoodlumdemish]

I lost my son also, I teared up watching your video, you're not the only one out there thats lost a child. Keep strong .