Speechless~38

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Lady: room 210
Selena: thank you

I slowly turned My gaze to him, but to
my surprise he wasn't looking at me
either

Selena: Nick...

It seems like minutes passed till he finally
Turned to look at me his eyes full of anger
Hurt confusion! Yup he figured it out he
Still wouldn't speak

Selena: it's okay if you want to scream
At me and tell me that you hate me I
Deserve it!

He ran his hand through his curly hair
Then turned to look at me

Nick: his not dead our son is not dead!

I shook my head

Selena: no I'm sorry I lied!
Nick: you kept him away from me
Why Selena!?

The lady interrupted us

Lady: keep your voice down!

Nick grabbed my arm and pulled me
Through the front doors till we were
Outside

Nick: Tell me why!?

Tears escaped my eyes as I began
to Speak

Selena: because I panicked I thought
You were going to leave me so I
Decided to beat you to it because it
Would hurt less

He squinted his eyes shaking his head
As he looked at me

Nick: why would you ever think that?
I never planned on leaving you ever!
Selena: that night when you got the
Record deal offer I heard you talking
To Demi and she suggest that you should
Leave me and I saw you thinking about
It not answering that made me come to
The conclusion that you were and I
Also didn't want us to be the reason
For you not following your dream!
Nick: you didn't hear the whole
Conversation! You didn't hear the
Part where I told her I would never
Leave you

I stared at him not knowing what to
Say I'm literally "speechless"

Nick: I wasn't going to except It
I didn't want to go to LA all my
Dreams weren't worth it if I couldn't
Be with you or my son!

Now I was sobbing uncontrollably
Tears and more tears began to fall
It was all my fault but I just need him
To know that I'm so sorry

Selena: it's okay if you hate me! And
I know these words won't make every
Thing okay but I'm so sorry!

I couldn't hold myself back and I wrapped
My arms around him tight he was frozen
His hand and arms pinned down to his
Sides as I cried to his chest while in my
Mind I begged and prayed to god that he
Would forgive me right now and hold me
After a few more seconds I felt his hands
On my shoulders making me pull away I
Turned to look at him

Nick: so his name is Benjamin?

The pressure of sadness and hurt that I'm
feeling In my chest faded a little when I heard
him say the name of our son making me feel
happy that even though he is angry and upset
his taking things in a whole different manner
than I expected or imagined

Selena: yes he looks just like you

I slight smile crept on his face

Nick: I want to see him, meet him,
Hold him!

I nodded once again the topic of him forgiving
Me or not was out of the picture for now, all that
Matters in this very moment is Benny we walked
Back into the hospital to room 210 once we were
in front of the door Nick stopped I turned to look
At him

Nick: maybe you should go in first
Selena: alright I'll call your name
when it's okay for you to come in

I stepped inside

Benny: Momma!

I walked over to him and he wrapped his little
arms around me resting his head on my chest
he had a band-aid on top of his right eye brow
covering a cut I assume and another one on his
right elbow

Selena: are you okay Baby? Does it
hurt!?
Benny: No!

He shook his head

Benny: all better!

He looked up and smiled I kissed his
forehead

Selena: there's someone here to see
you…Nick!

I shouted the door opened and Nick walked
in his eyes immediately on Benny he stopped
dead in his tracks not moving just staring he
finally blinked his eyes were now sparkling from
the tears that were forming in them he finally
Unglued his feet from the floor making his way
to us

Nick: hi you okay?

He said to Benny as he sat down on the other
Side of him he tried to put his arm around him
But Benny turned away hiding his face under
My coat and making his grip tighter around me

Selena: Benny don't be shy Nick..
Nick is your...

Before I had a chance to tell him and explain
That Nick is his daddy the door opened Taylor
walked in

Taylor: how's everyth....

He didn't finished his sentence when he
saw Nick, Benny lifted his head up and
looked straight at Taylor

Benny: Daddy!

my body tensed up when I heard that escape
his mouth for the first time! not a good thing
at all I turned to look at Nick his face lost it's
color completely emotionless!

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Tags:

• poor
• Nick!
• :[
• NELENA

[lovejonas90]

ommmmmmmmmg why

[crazycandi08]

DAMN oh the drama Nick is going to be MAD. I Love it by the way

[blueberrycupcake123]

this one left me SPEECHLESS! lol

[NelenaXLovelife]

DUDE! BEN! TAYLOR IS NOT YOUR DAD!

BTW

Loved It!

[Christianrockr55]

Thats jus sick y would he say dat after i think everthing is going to go ok and their gonna be a big happy family benny has to say dat grrrrr

[sonnywithachancerock]

WHAT?!?! when did Benny start calling Taylor his father?...................or! maybe he said that becuz he knew or had an idea Sel was gonna tell him so he ....'improvized'

[jonesbrosrocknum1]

OH MY JONAS drama rama pmsss

[LovingJonas10]

oh shit

[UltimateLuvStories]

Oh oh O_O

Poor Nick!

[PrincessSeffie]

wow loved it