It's this now

A song I wrote a long time ago. It's simple but it feels good to do, so I thought I'd give it a go.

Why did you have to hold, hold on to me?
Now I'm lost in your company
It's not these words that complete my thoughts
It's not the actual but the way I ought to be
It's just the sound of your restless voice i rely on

But don't look back on this thing we started
Let go of the weight of what you thought you wanted
It's this now

I got a hole in my self esteem and it makes me so uneasy
What is it about the people getting in my way?
It's not these words that explain what's real
Cause that's a mystery and that's what I feel
And if nothing more there's a smile or two I can rely on

Don't look back on this thing we started
Let go of the weight of what you thought you wanted
Cause it's this now

All these things I find appealing get lost inside of me
Just when I think I found the reason for the way things gotta be
Finding the last thing I lost someday...

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Music

Tags:

• It's
• this
• now
• guitar
• original

[moondogg55]

Excellent song! *****

You really have a gift ~ it's a good mix of rhythm, poetry, and melody

Nice job Jacki! <3

[passthemuffins]

thank you! I truly appreciate your support!

[Megiddon24]

awesome song, great voice

[passthemuffins]

thanks :)

[CambioJoe]

adorable

[youeweu]

the forces of purity, goodness and light are pleased (some have even fallen from grace and been vexed). that eye contact, which is broken only when you get caught up with feelings that ring true because the song is yours, seals the deal for me. you have used your powers wisely.

[MattCason]

All this "looking for a job" thing is really holding back my musical and creative productivity. Consider me rejuvenated. :)

[MrBHeron]

Sounds awesome. Your my favorite artist! :-)

[KENNYMARSHALL001]

Nice...

[casteout]

nice song!