Trying SO Hard- To Shatter Silence

So this was not a video I was planning on making. But I did. It's not very uplifting, but hopefully it will be of some comfort to someone who is feeling alone.

Um a lot of this stuff I swore that beyond mentioning briefly to get ppl to stop bothering me about why I am where I am today, I would never tell anyone much less post on youtube. But there is a really awesome couragous woman (calikaren71) out there who did just that, and shattered silence. I'm not ashamed of her infact she has nothing less than my sincerest admiration for doing so even though I couldn't watch it. So when you can't lead, make sure you follow someone who knows the way. I'm pretty sure for this anyways, she does.thnx karen.

Btw. If you hadn't figured it out by the end of the video, yeah I can't even say it. grade 5 and 6 though. Only person whom I ever wished to die.

Song: Linkin Park- In the end

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• mia
• eating
• disorder
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• sexual
• abuse
• molestation
• hurt
• self
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• fade
• away

[taniaaust1]

glad to read that you are pressing charges, i hope that process is going okay for you. Unfortunately i cant remember who my abuser was as i was too young.

[beautywithin85]

I actually was discouraged from pressing charges b/c I was also young and some of the evidence is totally one hundred percent clear (it was almost 13 yrs now) at the time, and it would be more traumatic then beneficial but yes filing the report was uneventful and he's now been tagged if someone else comes fwd...I'm sorry that you had to endure the same...thank you for checking out my vids..you must be incredibly wonderful to be able to validate the pain of others and still carry your own. <3

[kkkkkkkk8888888]

...it really does...

[beautywithin85]

I'm sorry that you have to know that first hand. hugs.

[thinkinxthin]

im so sorry

[beautywithin85]

be sorry only that it has to happen in our world. The experience has made me who I am and I'm starting to love it. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger...not fair no but in the long run maybe it is for the best. The ppl that I trust now, are those truly deserving of it. I learned so much...what i'm sorry about is that not every person who goes through the same thing gets a chance to learn what I did.

[kristenfollowsChrist]

i am so proud for you for speaking out! please consider reading "hush" and 'breathe" by nicole braddock bromely - she is a brave survivor like you are - praying sweetly.....kristenfollowschri­st

[mininina100]

pain never end

[edpinkgurl]

You are really brave to press charges good for you! I'm sorry this happened to you. I know what tramua is like myself and it hurts. hugs <3

[robertsonlau]

Thats ok :)

I No how You feel !

Your soo brave for pressing Charges i Couldnt EVER do that :) Well done !

Know How u Mean its hard seeing them !

People will never understand unless they havee been there !

Im hear if you wanna talk ANYONE

its sometimes easyer if You dont know the person

Thanks for making the vidio its Helped Loads :)

Thank You

xxx