I was sat on the sofa with Joe's guitar trying to remember a song I had wrote but only one coming to mind. They were all spalttered across the room but all connected in the unity of staring at me. I had sang in front of my mom and a few friends before so this should be a sinch I thought to myself. I began to strumm the strings and shortly after I began to sing.
''You were in college working part time waiting tables
Left a small town never looked back
I was a flight risk with a fear of falling
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts
I say can you believe it?
As we're lying on the couch
The moment I could see it
Yes, yes I can see it now
Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine''
I didn't look at them for reactions I was too immersed in the song, in my thoughts- memories of him. I closed my eyes and saw him next to me and sang louder. I sang with al the passion in my body as if he could hear me and for those few minutes I believed he could.
''And I remember that fight, 2:30 am
As everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street
Braced myself for the goodbye
Cause that's all I've ever known
Then you took me by surprise
You said I'll never leave you alone
You said I remember how we felt sitting by the water
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
She is the best thing that's ever been mine
Hold on, make it last
Hold on, never turn back
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
I can see it
I can see it now''
I finsihed my song and everything stayed silent and thats when I realised tears had been streaming down my face and I wiped them away quickly.''Who is it about?'' Taylor asked quietly.''Josh'' I answered with ease, which worried me.''Who was Josh?'' Nick asked. I don't know why I felt compelled to answer, why I thought I needed to tell them because I didn't but they were doing so much for me even if I didn't want to be here with them they had a right to ask questions and I had a choice to answer. I was going to answer but I had waited to long and they moved on to compliments leaving the subject of Josh behind. - pretty shit chapter considering it was mainly the song but I think you'll like the next chapter:)
More please :)
Kupkake96 2 weeks ago in playlist More videos from MissNickJonas19921
I LOVE IT!!! :)
squirtlee16 4 months ago
awww...loved it!!
minnieiscool 4 months ago
can't wait for next chapter. :)
NatashaLovesJB 4 months ago
love it tell me abou josh
MsCrazy4ubabe 4 months ago
i better like the next chapter gosh jkjkjk
vivi199898 4 months ago