Driven by stress and sadness
Beautiful madness
Tryna break a habit
But my heart is in havoc
My life is gettin killed by depression
I'll them have it
I swear I bend backwards
Just to see what else matters
If I didn't believe in God
I'll just die n bleed faster
Layin on the ground
With my brains sprayed like some plaster
Imagination is twisted
Y'all would never understand
I'm just sayin how I feel
So you get a piece of who I am
Say I'm dramatic
I say it's the saddness
Tell me forget it cause
The pass, has already passed us
But damn I wanna feel like back then
What happened
Kills who I have been
Aint happy
But pain has me laughin
People always askin
How I have been
I smirk a lie
And say I'm good thanks for askin
Secluded
Dont even know who this dude is
The truth is
I love my friends to death
But I can't even prove it
Tried to keep homies close
But it's me that I'm losen
Heart swellin with pain
And My brain Is just bruisen
What path am I choosen?
Which friends am I losen?
What the hell am I doin?
Why is life so damn confusin
2nd Verse
Shotty on my lap
Pack of Shells on the side
Had a shawty on my lap
That made me feel so alive
Shawty turned her back
Then I felt some of me die
Rebooted and retried
But I got booted to the side
Feelings collide
But My Blood starts rushin fast
These feelings collide
When I'm really tryna relax
Snap back But
Reality cuttin no slack
I Snap back
But in reality she snappin me back
I move fast
Try to dodge
But she catch me when I'm Ducking
Life is full of sh*t
I always catch her when she frontin
Act like she dont smell wen
Her perfume is so disgusting.
Truth is hard to find
But Bull sh*t is her cousin
@hummingbirdwarriors thanks for checking out my song and ill be down to shoot a video anytime!! THANKS ND GOD BLESS!!!
paulsaylee 3 months ago
Awesome dude - let's get together and film one for this. I got game rules i like to follow - like how to step around the films to piece it together all at once - no needs to edit too long. Got to sudden-spark it, like the same way we dance. Use it for the reels we do - meaning we go for it in jedi mode, like the syncopated rhythmics you sing with. How to in key find it that way - all together on our own making it successful with music videos done in a snap, for free - no more needin it safe
hummingbirdwarriors 4 months ago
@deckbox1 thanks for the support bra..
paulsaylee 5 months ago
@deckbox1 thanks for the support bra..
paulsaylee 5 months ago
So cold in this world. People need to see real music and appreciate artist who can spit real and not fake. 559 all day. Saylee from vice city (VISALIA) is SUSHI.(RAW)
deckbox1 6 months ago