Chapter 126: Losing My Grip (1/10)

I woke up the next morning to David kissing my cheek. I smiled up at him.

"Up, sweetheart. Soundcheck is in an hour," he told me.

"What time is it?" I asked, sitting up.

"11:49," he replied. My eyes widened. "It's ok. Dani talked Kevin into letting you sleep in."

I nodded and looked down. I was hurt, extremely hurt, from yesterday. I knew my song would explain things better than I could.

I got dressed quickly, while David waited in the other room. Then he helped me pack, and one of our security drove us to the venue, which was HUGE!

I did soundcheck robotically. My brothers tried to talk to me, but I completely ignored them. I didn't even look at them. David stayed with me the entire day. He always had my hand in his.

My opener went swimmingly, as did my second set. It was during my second of the three times I would be on stage, that I performed my new song.

"Hey guys," I said to the crowd. A stage helper handed my my orange electric guitar. I hooked it over my shoulder and grabbed a pick. "This is a new song that I wrote yesterday. It's for some people, and they know who they are. They weren't there for me when I needed them. It's called Losing Grip."

I glanced at my brothers as I began to play. They were watchining me closely, and I could tell they were listening to the emotion behind the words I sang.

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real...
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say...

I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
Grinnin' with a lost stare,
That's when I decided...

Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone...
You, you need to listen!
I'm startin' to trip,
I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing alone...

Am I just some chick you placed beside you,
To take somebody's place?
When you turn around can you recognize my face..?
You used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case,
Everything wasn't okay..

I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinnin' with a lost stare,
thats when i decided...

Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm startin' to trip
I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing alone

Cryin' out loud
I'm cryin' out loud
Cryin' out loud
I'm cryin' out loud

Open your eyes
Open up wide

Why should I care
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,
I was so alone

Why should I care
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,
I was so alone
Why should I care?
If you don't care, then I don't care
We're not going anywhere

Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care?
If you don't care, then I don't care
We're not goin anywhere
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[nelenastoriesxx09]

omg, i loved it and the song fit perfectly. who sings it? i want to get it for itunes

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[MemphisGal94]

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[dizzyduck44]

1/10 does this mean we are getting a marathon? :-D

[MemphisGal94]

Yep, cuz I got 100 subs

[EFCcheerforever]

what song was that?? it was amazing

[BestOfBordom]

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[lalalaxx3x]

great ep

[jellybean646]

amazing

[chuppachupp93]

that was an awesome choice of song!!!

I love this song, and.....

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[cassiekearns]

THEY BETTER APOLOGIZE!!!

[xxxmonkeyful]

AWESOME great song 2 :}

[toriwillow2]

great job thanks for the marathon