Future Project - Song 3 - Loneliness

Taken from my new album "Night City"

Contains sample of "Home Computer" performed by Kraftwerk. Licensed courtesy of Elektra Records.

LYRICS:
I was alone
I was standing here, step by step
Near the trees
Inside my dream
A young girl appeared
She approached me
She asked me if I could know her
And I agreed
Then I represented my name and my profession
She said the same thing as me.

After that, we went to the silent library
I was teaching her difficulties
That cannot understand
The way she talks seems so brightly...


Next week, after doing the hard jobs,
I returned to find her,
I was a bit nervous about my philosophic discussions,
She said "relax, cutie, don't be ashamed,
Everything's going to be fine"
I said "I get it, sweetie, but I don't mind"
She was my best friend,
I was impressed.

6 months later, I tried to find her
On an empty space or any other place
But I can't, I often screamed for help
To call her name
I don't care if she fell in love with another man,
I don't care if she was sick or not
I tried to call her on my telephone, an hundred times
And she was not there.


My head is fallen down,
My arms are crossed
My legs are closed
I'm lost my mind
Lost my mind
I'm lost my mind.

Loneliness......

I miss her so much!
Miss her so much!
Miss her so much!

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SONG MEANING:

This song tells a short story lived by the author. On 24th February 2010, during the lunch hour, I was "alone" in Padre Antonio Vieira high school, in the trees near the entrance, moving from one place to another.
At this moment, a very delicate girl appeared, approached me and asked me if I wanted to know and I agreed. She named Margarida, she was 17 and she went in the 10th grade of Science and Technology. After introducing ourselves, we went to the library (because Margarida was having problems with math) and I helped her to understand the statement of work she had to do.
I found it very friendly and as I applied in the studies. It was the principle
of a great friendship and passion.
In following weeks until the end of the year we find ourselves again, almost
every day.
We had long conversations about things very interesting that we liked. We had philosophical discussions on many subjects.
We talked music, travel, study, our experiences, friends, etc..

After entering the ETIC (which stands for Escola de Tecnicas de Informação e Comunicação) I have not seen my friend.
I still miss her and our conversations. The song is dedicated to those memories.

Softwares:
* Ableton Live 8.0.5

Category:

Music

Tags:

• future
• project
• night
• city
• 2011
• electronica
• synth-pop