Two Different Worlds Collide Ch 99

MY BROTHERS GETTING MARRIED!!!! AAAAHHHH!!!!
New kelly clarkson song in vid!! her album is AMAZING!!!
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[cassies POV]
I had been staring at my computer screen for hours now. Regret. thats what was filling my gut. I regretted sending that email to Joe. I regretted saying those things. Because I was being a hypocrite. I kissed nick too. And I was too riled up with what Joe did to me that I didnt think about how it hurt him. But I cant get the fact that he pushed me out of the back of my mind. When Eric first did it I swore I would NEVER let someone do that to me. But there was something different in Joes eyes. Immediately I saw the regret. With Eric nothing. I grabbed my phone and stared at Joes number for a long time. All I had to do was push send. thats it. But I couldnt. I was embarrassed. Ashamed.

Hey its joe. Im probably off to no good. Ill call you ASAP
[not sure if thats exactly what I put the first time. But you get the pointlol]

I sighed and put my phone down. What makes me think hell answer my call. Especially after I tore his heart to pieces.

"cass..." I heard Michael on the other side of my door.
"not now." I groaned falling on my bed and digging my face into the pillows. Unfortunately for me I forgot to lock the door.
"too bad." he said walking in. I felt him sit on my bed. "you ok?"
"no" I mumbled.
"wanna talk about it?"
"not really."
I heard him sigh. "fine." I felt him get up and heard him walk to the door. I lifted my face up from the pillows and looked at him.
"Joe hates me because he saw me kiss nick. But I have no idea why I did it. I think it was just because I was upset when I heard Judy in the bathroom saying she kissed Joe, again. And that she was just waiting to get me out of the picture. He tried to apologize and instead I sent him probably one of the meanest emails known to man. And now I think I lost him forever. And I still love him."

He had turned around in the middle of my rant and stood there silent.

"well..." he began.
"my life sucks. Bad." I said slouching back into my bed.
"so you kissed nick huh." I nodded my head. "interesting."
"dont judge me Michael!"
He threw his hands up defensively. "I didnt say anything."
"I dont know what to do. What to think. How to feel."
"look, I hate this kid with everything in me. He laid his hands on you. Hes just like eric."
"no. hes not."
"he lied to you. About everything. And you still feel guilty?"
"but...I...love him" I sighed.
"I know you do." he said while taking a seat next to me. "I can see it. The way your face lights up when some one mentions him. The way you are constantly smiling when your with him. I get it. He makes you happy. You love him. But I dont trust him cass. I really dont. I feel like hes just gonna break your heart and leave you out to dry."
I sat there taking everything Michael said. And for some reason I was beginning to believe him. But my heart just wouldnt listen. I still had the urge to go and talk with joe. To fix this.
"I actually prefer you with nick." I cringed at the suggestion. I shook my head and pulled the covers over my head.
"just sleep on it ok. I know its all a mess right now. Take some time to think about it. REALLY think about it. About everything." he kissed my covered head and walked out the door.
"uuuuggggh!!!" I yelled into my pillow.
I laid in my bed with all of these thoughts running through my head. I didnt know what to do. What to think. I cant just deny the fact that Im head over heels in love with this boy. He has made me feel like Ive never felt before. Weve been through so much. He knows me inside and out. He saved my ife. Did I really just want to throw that all away? We fought for this while everyone said wed never make it.

Joe. Im sorry. I dont want ot just throw this all away. If you agree meet me at the park tomorrow morning. Lets say 9. Just to work things out ok? Love you.

I hung up and turned off my light. Everythings going to be alright.
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Ok. I know I havent posted but forgive me. We found out one of my older brothers proposed to his GF and were a little bonkers over here at home. Hahaha hes 21!!! Aaahhh! Ok enough about my life. I cant sleep. Im sick *sniff* =[ so season finally TOMORROW!!! And then Im back to wonder wall. Hahaha sorry about not posting that one. Wow I think its the first time Ill only have ONE story going. How boring. Lol TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK! THANKS FOR READING!!!


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[marriedtonickjonas]

At the end that was her leaving a message on joes phone right ....?

[wishinonastar07]

yeah

lol

[NewL30]

Kelly Clarkson's album is amazing!

and congrats on your bro! haha i love how diff our bros obviously are. my bro's 21 too but he's never even kissed a girl. i'm starting to worry about him. wait i'm past starting, i was worried about him when i got a bf before he ever had a gf lol

and yes, i know it's 4am on the east coast but i'm still up you know why? cause i still have to write a whole paper...pulling an all nighter...but you posting made it a little better lol. i hope you feel better tho!

[wishinonastar07]

HAHA

i was gonna say...isnt she like 3 hours ahead?

lol

its ok. i've pulled an all nighter before. next morning was interesting.

hahaha your brother sounds like quite the character. personally i think my bros still young. and we're going bonkers over here in cali cuz we havent even met her!!!

I'M NERVOUS...

hahaha

but my other brothers say i'm just being selfish cuz i'm not going to be the only girl anymore. psssh....what do they know? haha

[Jonasfamilyseries]

how about who knew?

[Neonlightning00]

congrats to your bro ^ ^

season finale!

whats wonderwall? :S

.. :$

[acoustichearts94]

BACK UP! BACK UP!

QUESTION!

is the next chapter the season finale or the series finale?!

(: either way, i can't wait.

(but i would prefer season finale.) PS: i've been in washington dc with my school this last week. sorry i havent been leaving your daily lovely comments that i iknow you love so much ;]

BUT IM BACK!

AND IN BLACK!

im actually wearing purple.

o.0

MORE!

[Lovemeifyoucan2008]

I love this song and story!!! :D

[nbabiggestfan12]

NO! i dont wanna season finale lol

<3 aw congrats to your bro. he's young though!

[purpleclash77]

great story!!!!

congrats to your brother and his fiance.

so. i got a letter in the mail and it was a signed jonas brothers picture.

i swear. i would not joke about that. my dad knows the manager of their ex producer..

GA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[lachikachilena57]

oh, this is great..... man I wonder what will happen next.... and I;m sick too. rlly rlly sick... so i kinda imagine how u feel right now..... feel better tho.... yay wonderwall.... but no.... season finalle

[ellenjonasx3]

ahhh season finally!

[mariaij18]

loved it :]