*After Jackies shower*
Jackie: *Goes into her room* Mom?
Denise: Honey, last night you said something. You said bad things happened in England. You said Donnie almost died. Please, tell me what happened.
Jackie: Donnie and I were at the movies. The ended and we were just walking in a park. It was midnight and a full moon. It was perfect. We were about to kiss, he got this weird look in his eyes. He told me to run. I looked at what he was looking at. There was someone walking down the path with a gun. I looked at him, he told me to run. I started running. I heard a few shots and hid behind a tree. I waited until the guys was gone. I ran to Donnie. He was covered in blood. I couldnt do anything, I was paralyzed. I guess people had heard he shoots because a group started to form. Someone called 911, when the ambulance got there they took him to the hospital. I thought he was gonna die. *Stops because she is crying and shaking*
Denise: Baby. *Holds her while she sobs*
JACKIES POV
I cant believe I told her that. I have barley talked to her and I just told her one of most horrible experiences. Mom knew I loved Ronnie, but she had no idea how much. She had no idea that I could have had his child. That I wanted to kill myself because of him. She hardly knows me. I started to feel tired. I heard mom saying something but I couldnt make out the words. Then she was gone and I was all alone. I fell asleep.
JACKIES DREAM
Jackie: *Walking in a dark hallway*
Donnie: Jackie.
Jackie: Donnie! *Starts to run to him*
Donnie: Jackie, Im sorry.
Jackie: Sorry about what?
Donnie: So sorry. *Takes her hand*
Jackie: Donnie
Donnie: Goodbye. I love you. *He disappears*
Jackie: Donnie!
JACKIES POV
I woke up crying. I looked at my hand, remembering all the times he had held it while we were walking. He is gone. I dont know where he is. I went to my desk and pulled out a box. I opened it and looked at the ultrasound picture. We could have had a child. A baby girl. I shouldnt have fallen. I should have been more careful. I started to cry. After a while I felt a presence in the room. I turned around and Kevin looked at my tear stained face.
NORMAL POV
Kevin: Jackie whats wrong?
Jackie: Its all my fault. She dead, hes gone. All my fault.
Kevin: What are you talking about? *Looks at the ultra sound picture* What is that?
Jackie:*Quietly* My baby
Kevin: What?!
Jackie: She died. I had a miscarriage.
Kevin: When?
Jackie: Three months before my 14th birthday.
Kevin: Was Donnie the father?
Jackie: *Nods* When she died he got depressed. He wanted a child so badly. He started doing crazy things. I honestly though he was bipolar. When I told him I was coming back to America he went insane. He started throwing things, and yelling at me. The next morning he was gone. I havent heard anything. Hes still missing.
Kevin: What was her name?
Jackie: Rebecca Lynn.
Kevin: Does anyone else know?
Jackie: No. I cant tell mom and dad. They would hate me if they thought I wasnt pure.
Kevin: They would never hate you. Mom told me about what happened with Donnie. When he got shot.
Jackie: After he was released from the hospital we decided we wanted a child. So that if anything ever happened to either one of us there would be something that would help ease the pain. We were so happy when I got pregnant. Only two people knew. Pattyn and Rafe.
Kevin: *Takes her hand*
Jackie: *Pulls away* Dont do that.
Kevin: Why not?
Jackie: *Doesnt answer*
Kevin: Why not? What is the matter?
Jackie: *Pulls her sleeve lower*
Kevin: Why did you do that? *Takes her hand. Pulls up her sleeve*
KEVINS POV
I pulled up her sleeve and saw all the cuts. They were everywhere. I looked into her eyes. She looked scared. More scared than when she told me about Rebecca.
NORMAL POV
Jackie: Kevin
Kevin: Jackie why?
Jackie: Each has a story. This one, *points to a cut* was my very first. It was after Rebecca died. That one, *points to the one next to it*, was when Donnie told me he hated me for killing our baby. This one was from when I caught Donnie trying to kiss Pattyn. I could go on for hours.
Kevin: Tell me. I want to know every single story.
KEVINS POV
She spent the next hour going overall her cuts. The one from when Donnie told her that she should kill herself. The one from when dad forgot to call her back. So many of them were because she felt forgotten, invisible, unloved by the entire family. I made it my personal goal to make her feel loved. After an hour and fell asleep. I carefully put her in bed, but I couldnt leave her. I got into her bed and fell asleep next to her.
I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING
yes u do. u own the story line.
ilove3jonasbros 2 years ago
ummmmm.....lol? was that supposed to be funny? it kinda hurt my brain.
12344321Monkey 2 years ago