Hate me today by Blue October with lyrics

Hate Me Today By Blue October (The lyrics was by me)

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
For you
For you
For you

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[skaterfan900]

I get depressed every I listen to this song

[randalette1103]

I love this song.

[Swingarwolf1]

first time I heard this song (recently) I felt like I should feel this way about my ex... but then I realized FUCK NO she's the bitch that fucked up, I was a gentleman and always did what she asked, if anything this song is from her point of view not mine....

[bbcmw]

great song

[6660Danny]

I am a 13 year old boy. I have messed up a lot recently, including blowing it with a girl i really like, who now hates me. I asked her to watch this video, to kinda show her how i now feel. Mrs Goode, if your reading this, i know it might not make any difference, but i'm sorry :(

[oiNotor1ous]

totally just cried listening to this...

[flagged19]

@HimJustin

don't let go 

[foxdude77]

@HimJustin dont let her go if you actually love her and she loves you.

[HimJustin]

i fell in love with a girl named kate and had to move a thousand miles away after weeks of talking to her on fb i let her go

[choclateitsallgood]

Every time I here this I get depressed because it reminds me of my brother's friend, they haven't spoken in awhile because his friend went out with his ex and they started fighting, I talked to him regardless and eventually after a long talk I realized all i wanted was for him to hate me. Last time I saw him, he called me a bitch. FML.

[LogicfromLogic]

@MrVresnov Need to talk? Message me

[LogicfromLogic]

@darkwater2691 Lessons were learned, move on. You are not a piece of shit; you are a human being. As long as strife to change yourself for better, then you can't call yourself rightfully a piece of shit. I used to be an alcoholic, but I saw what i was doing was wrongand changed myself.