My Story of Self Harm

FIRST OFF: ANYONE WHO COMES ON HERE LEAVING COMMENTS ABOUT HOW EMO OR STUPID OR MAKING FUN OF US JUST DON'T DO IT. IT IS AN ADDICTION LIKE DRINKING OR DRUGS BUT YOU DON'T MAKE FUN OF THOSE ADDICTIONS DO YOU? THOSE COMMENTS WILL NOT BE ALLOWED. also all these pictures except the very last one DO NOT belong to me. the last picture is of me and my boyfriend andrew. the song played is evanescence- the last song i'm wasting on you.

this is my story of me and my struggling on depression and cutting myself. i did this video mostly for myself and to show everyone what i went through and what i still go through. if this helps you i'm glad it does. like i said my goal on this video was to release all of these thoughts and feeling for good so that i can move on with my life, i hope anyone who struggles with cutting, depression or any addiction can do the same...

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[AmyDuctTape]

thanks for sharing... I hate how people relate self harm to 'emo' and no one believes me when I tell them that it is an addiction... I guess part of me is glad they don't b.c I wouldn't wish this on anyone. I used to cut, I have gone almost a year without cutting, I have an amazing fiance and a 5 month old baby boy, and they are my life. I have urges once in a while, some stronger than others, but all I have to do is look at my son and tell myself that I need to be strong for him and my fiance<3

[Boleyn91691]

first off.. many people who have never done harm to themselves will never understand why people chose to cut, and once they start why its almost impossible to stop. for those of us who struggle with this , it is truly a addiction , its a thought that rarely leaves us throughout the day. its our own way to deal with what we have going on, and while yes we know its not good for us. but the same goes to a druggie, or a alcoholic, or any other type of addict who is put down for succumbing to a vice.

[Xx1megmeg1xX]

@MileyLeax911 it's hard to stop its an addiction I'm 12 and started when I was 11 because of abusive boyfriends. i have anger problems which doesn't help and because of me my mom has a disease called M.S. what usually goes through my mind is i deserve it and how stupid, ugly, fat, and useless i am. when i cut the truth comes out... i hope that helps i guess...

[Shortandsexy143]

@Mileyleax911@ it's the best feeling in the world

[MileyLeax911]

@wolf777994- I am so sorry to hear that. Could you tell me what drives it. How it feels and the thoughts that are in ur head when u feel the need to do it. Can u please tell me how hard it is to stop. I am writing a novel with a person who cuts and I would need to know what it's like

[savannahmusiclife]

@wolf777994 ya the world is a fucked up place.

[wolf777994]

i cut and I'm 11 O-o

[jhj1995]

I'm in 10th grade now and I wanted to tell you that you story relates to mine I may be a guy but we can get abused to and I funnily found a Girl who helps me I've cut since 4th grade

[iluhvbunnies]

Im crying...... :']

[bloodyemokid12]

:'( im the same way i wish u me and everyone else tht goes through what we go through could just escape this world and go to our own world where we all fit in not stupid and perfect in everyway

[SweetXbunnyMSP]

I started cutting at 12, my mom passed away ( long story) and my Opa died, my dad was the only one I had left and he mostlest me and abuse me, he says that it's my fault my mother died.. But he was the one who shot her.. I only says my mom in the comments bc I miss her so much :(