Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate..

video is mehh.

Well as you know, 2010 hasn't been the best of years for me! So this year, things are going to change... I would like to think of this video as being my sort of 'new year's resolution' the fact I feel I have something to prove you all, right now I don't quite know what that something is, but I feel I have been set back off target a hell of a lot this year, and I need to prove to you all again that I am worthy of being what I want to become, and proving to you that I do have a little bit of talent tucked away somewhere.

So the video's meaning..
'Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate - our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure, beyond measure' -- I don't feel I am inadequate, I just need to find the right resources in order for me to become what and who I want to be.

'I'ma show you, how great I am' -- I am going to prove to you that I am capable

'this kids gonna be the best kid in the world. this kids gonna be somebody better than anybody I ever knew' -- ok, so maybe pushing it a little...

'But somewhere along the line you changed, you stopped being you' -- this is where I sold Bess, lost my confidence and the plot.

'You let people stick a finger in your face and tell you you're no good' -- from the day I got Bess I had people telling me how she was a 'shit horse' and I was/am a 'shit rider' and how we would never be anything special. But not only with Bess, with horses I have competed, or just ridden, I have always been degraded for it.

'when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame' -- I suppose I did and still do look for things to blame when something goes wrong, looking back I always blamed Bess for the things we didn't accomplish. I blamed my sister for things that weren't her fault. I've blamed the horses for not working to their ability, when it was me just being a passenger. I've blamed money problems for the reasons why I haven't had the best horses or the most expensive horses. And I need to start taking responsibility for such things, so part one of my new year's resolution... 'DONT BLAME OTHERS'

The story line goes on to say..
'the world aint all sunshine and rainbows, it's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it' -- I am sick of the knockbacks and setbacks, and I am not willing to let anything get in my way! 2011 I will prove it to people. Part two to my resolution 'DONT GIVE UP'

'it ain't about how hard you hit, it's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, how much you can take and keep moving forward' -- now I don't mean to be big headed, but I believe I have kept my head held high this year, and I have kept moving forward even through all the shit I have been through. After all, 'it's about how much you can take, and keep moving forward'-'Thats how winning is done' -- it says it for itself.

'Cause if you're willing to go through all the battling you've got to go through to get to where you wanna get, who's got the right to stop you' -- it is true, who has got the right to stop you doing and dreaming for something you have a passion set so strongly for.. If you're willing to fight for something or someone that you love and fight for success, then 'It is your right to listen to your gut, it aint nobody's right to say no' -- 'you earn the right to be where you want to be and do what you want to do' -- point proven.

'If you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you've gotta be willing to take the hits! And no pointing fingers saying you aint where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody' -- as I said earlier, I need to take responsibility and not point and accuse people for why I haven't achieved. I need to stop making the fact I sold Bess the reason why I haven't had success. Even if I had her I probably wouldn't have that greater success, we just had this bond that was magical! But I need to stop pointing the finger and stop trying to find a reason for why I haven't got anywhere -- because 'Cowards do that and that aint you!' -- 'You're better than that!'

2011 I am going to find a way, to prove to you all that I am worthy of my dream. And if I don't, so be it'

any questions, feel free to ask x

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[abbimcgx]

this is so friggin good babe! it's not 'meh' its much more the meh!! haha!!

i actually love this quote its so strong (y) what film is the quote from? :p xxx

[Miilzaayy]

@abbimcgx - ahh thankyou thankyou thankyou :) and well its not my best i dont think :/ but yess, i do love the quote! and i think its from rocky, although i have never seen the film :L

[HeightOfFashion93]

<3 truely amazing :) and seeing Chloe horse made this just a tiny bit even beter ;) <3

[Miilzaayy]

@HeightOfFashion93 - yess yes. chloe horse makes the video ;) <3

[HevahhOx]

Such a powerful video - i totally got your point before reading the description. I think not just us, but everyone as people finds it easier to blame the mistakes on another.. but the moment we learn that a lot of it is down to us, we can take on the world :) I adore this, and you have done so well, so don't let anybody tell you you haven't! xx

[Miilzaayy]

@HevahhOx - i totally agree, i think its in the human nature to try and find a way out of certain situations, try to find an easy option out even if it doesnt always go your way. thankyou, im glad you enjoyed the video, and mehh, its just how my life has turned out, im used to it. but thankyou <3 xx

[itwasntme093]

@kallostomika many people are scared of doing new things, not because they are incapable of doing these things, but because they are lazy, hate change and cannot imagine themselves being able to do those things. take for example travelling to a foreign country and learning their language. many people are scared of doing this even though it takes just 2-3 months to learn a new language. I hope this helps

[kallostomika]

our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure...please somebody explain it to me...I know I'm a little bit weak-headed but I can't understand this.thanks

[xxlveritaslxx]

"I'll show you how great I am" Muhammad Ali

And the other part is from Rocky V

[justchi99in]

LOVE this, I'll show you how great I am :) nice

[AsianCuisine72]

whats the name of the song in the backround?

[saddleclub4everalba]

@PlusEnduranceEx Sozzzz thought it was u the one who made the vid! neva mind sozzzz :) Lyy

[saddleclub4everalba]

@PlusEnduranceEx oh sozz hahah tought u made the vid hahah neva mind! SOOOOZZZZ :) haha ly <33

[PlusEnduranceEx]

@saddleclub4everalba WHAT?