2009 in Review

I'm sorry i am missing some pictures but here is what happened this year.
and my explanation I'm sorry is not going to be much better.

At the start of the year i was living with my friend Colleen,her husband and her daughter...i was having lots of fun just doing whatever i wanted and taking care of my children. I wasn't technically with Craig but we were still seeing each other quite often and we kept up with the "I love you"'s and i did i loved him with all my heart. Come Feb i moved out of Colleen's into my friend Matt's apartment with him and his girlfriend, i also found out that Craig and i were expecting a child, Craig told me not to get to happy because we did just go threw a miscarriage in Oct. ; on Feb 27th i had all 4 of my wisdom teeth removed because i could not deal with the pain any longer. I started working at a new job at a gas station and i was working on getting my license back . In April Craig and i had a falling out because of an issue between him and his ex wife. He stopped talking to me for about a month and before we started speaking again, the "I love you" 's were gone because Craig told me that he did not believe in love anymore and that i should find someone else because i didn't deserve to be with someone as horrible as him (or something like that) , either way i moved back in with my mother and Craig moved in with his sister, i got my license back and got my car legal again, Craig found a few jobs and was getting on his feet very well, my pregnancy was going good except for a few complications here and there. Approximately 2 months before my due date with our son, Craig started talking to an ex-girlfriend of his, telling me that nothing would come of it and saying some things to assure me he would not go back to her...he lied about a month and a half before my due date Craig told me that he had decided to try his ex-girlfriend out one more time and left me pregnant and alone. At this time i started having even more complications with my pregnancy due to stress, Kayden Thomas Martin was born on Sept 25th at 9:30am, Craig did come in the day he was born at around 4pm,claiming he did not receive the text i sent at 3-6am...i later found out that he did indeed get the text and decided to not show for the birth. The birth was hard and i ended up having a c-section...Craig's girl-friend started fighting with me shortly before Kayden was born..we have since been civil and settled the issues. Kayden had his first Halloween,thanksgiving and Christmas, Hunter turned 5 in Feb and started kindergarten;Aimmeethyst turned 4 in July. My oldest Brother surprised everyone for Christmas and came up to Maine with his wife from Colorado, we were all very happy.... I have also meet this wonderful man named Jamie who our relationship has been difficult due to some past issues and some current problems that are hard to deal with. Also in Jan i went to jail and just after kayden was born I found out that also have 2 kinds of cancer and might have to have a hysterectomy.



I have been threw hell this year and i have come to terms that some of the problems were caused by myself and others were forced onto me. I am hoping that the next year will be better and filled with Happiness instead of pain and sorrow.

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