Part 1 : The Nature of Things

This series of videos and the frames that it consists of, was never intended to be shared with anyone - I made them for myself. They are merely the expressions of my most inner feelings and my attempts to rationalize them, in trying to make sense of my own life. They came to me in no specific order but at some point in time, I started grouping them together and they seemed to form a story line. Like a clairvoyant savant these thoughts kept on coming and coming, relentlessly!

Sometimes when I am alone outside and it is all quiet and dark, I would stare at the night sky and the billions of stars out there. I would gradually became detached from my mundane existence and all preconceived notions about life and then for a fleeting second, a worry of thoughts would overwhelm me and a sensation would flood through my body, that would give me goose bumps all over and turn my blood ice cold.

The only other sensation that ever favourably compared to this was masturbating myself and reaching an orgasm!

Therefore I have pursued my life with my eyes fixed to the skies and my hand fixed to my dick, not paying much attention to anything else and only occasionally made some ill attempt, at providing myself with the necessities needed for life.

I am not a writer, neither am I an intellectual. I am not even all that clever. I have never researched anything, I have never read any books nor have I ever bought a news paper, and only occasionally by accident, have I ever watched the news. These are the rationalisations of my own emotions, my own feelings and notions about life, and my attempts to find its profound significance. My life is an expression of these emotions and I have always been true to it, irrespective of the consequences.

I always knew things about myself on which I have based certain conclusions as to my own existence. The problem is that I do not know if these things also apply to other people. It's always been my belief that if I would be able to somehow get inside the mind and body of someone else, just for a brief instance, that all things would then become clear to me. This then is my life expose to the bone - pun intended.

Males in nature are the more attractive of the two sexes, exhibiting the colourful plumage, the elaborate head gear and multifaceted behaviour. What we of cause visually perceive as being attractive is more than just brightly coloured feathers, but rather the fact that it is males that carry the primary genes and therefore it is only males, that represent the species in its full plumage, splendour and gene count.

Observing females in human society it struck me how the reverse seems to have become true, almost representing the insect world, rather than the world of any of the higher advanced animals. I would ask myself; Why do females paint their lips red?

Observing males it is noticeable how naturally red their lips are, how their eye bridges would naturally cast a darker shadow above their eyes, how their heads would appear proportionally larger and in general, how their appearance and behaviour and especially their sexual behaviour, would set them apart from females.

So it became obvious that females are imitating males. That females do not have any real sexual identity and that their sexual behaviour is part imitation and part instructive. By imitating male sexual behaviour, females are exploiting and also counteracting a phenomenon that exists within male sexuality itself.

The problem with human males, unlike most of their animal counterparts, is that they are intelligent and creative. Which means that they can derive sexual gratification through various means, that does not always involve females, procreation or even an act of copulation.

In failing to deter males from having sex purely for pleasure, which diverts attention from the heterosexual cause of life, society found it wise to actually try and make the act of copulation, as desirable as any of the other alternatives. In so doing society has, what I can only call; 'Homosexualized females!

I once asked a friend; Why do you think I am the way I am? He said; Because you hate woman! On hearing this, it was like a bucket of cold water hitting me in the face. This has always been something that I somehow feared. But I do not hate females, if anything it is the biology of life that I hate!

That which females so visibly represent - the luring, the procreative competitiveness, the relentless ambition, the sexual intolerance, the way they encourage men to fight, the way they make men compete, the way they contest the love that exists amongst men.

The procreative ambition of a species is represented by the females of its kind!

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• heterosexuality
• homosexuality
• procreation
• sex
• females
• males
• global-warming
• mass-extinction
• natural-disasters
• god
• man
• humanity
• society
• evolution
• nature
• animals

[NINJA5589]

we're attracted so we can reproduce duh

[thenatureinme]

@NINJA5589 You are attracted by a pheromone and like with all primates it is visual; guess what the average female do for a total of 5 years of her life - putting on makeup!! You breed like rats in a sewer! Your only function is to consume everything that there is to consume and to turn it into more of your own kind - like cockroaches, flies, bacteria... Your only claim to fame is to be as instinctive as the animals and even here your fail dismally!

[dithbmine1]

you are sicKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

[thenatureinme]

You answer me this; Why the fuck would you want to put a bayonet on a shot gun...?!

[thenatureinme]

Ok, then let me tell you why you want to put a bayonet on a shot gun and of course it comes as no revelation. It is to kill your fellow human beings! So you see; That makes you and I not all that different - it is merely the choice of weapon...

[ayerly]

"I have never read any books..."

I figured as much. It's sad how limited your perspective is.

[NINJA5589]

@thenatureinme yeah no.u have some issues bro,i suggest seeing a psychiatrist

[Snipe4261]

" . . . evidence to support the facts." seriously? Are you being serious right now? I am so disappointed because you started out so well.

[genowhirl]

interesting work man. i wouldn't agree with your conclusions about women, though. maybe males are copying females by caring about their genetic material (as displayed by their physical appearance). female sexuality doesn't "not exist" but revolves around choosing a mate that will provide the best genetic material, and in some cases, the best child care. as opposed to the male max offspring motivation. maybe men are becoming more feminine then women masculine. i'm sure there's a little of both.

[charlieking100]

Close but not enough... We cover the truth much..... most of your perspective directs towards Freudean Psychology. But the way you represent makes people think you are sick. But thats also a part of life. You could have represented your feelings in a much pleasing manner.

[MarillionDeVoid]

@thenatureinme You musent forget that the system of brainwashing and blindfolding people is so strong, so powerful that it has convinced people to fight for it mindlessly. And if you ask why people are fighting for it they have no idea, just that they must. Its frightening and quite sickening.