[Non/Disney Crossover] [VENT/PERSONAL] And I can barely look at you

Okay so I haven't really made a video that hasn't had anything to do with 10 doors or was an MEP part, but I started working on this last night. Over these past couple days, a lot has been on my shoulders. I start college next monday, I had to do some much with my finacial plan just to get books, I have a car payment on monday. I have to work 2 pm to 8pm every day next week plus school from 8 am to 12 pm on top of that and then just a lot of other very personal stuff that I haven't really been able to let go but I'm trying very hard to.

This video is very much about my feelings and the people who have came into my lifes, the bad one's and the good ones.

Miriana - me (I got my hair cut very silimilar to hers, so she's me now)
Ariel and Mulan - two of my very best friends, Lauren and Maddy who are two years younger than I am. I graduated this year, leaving them
John Smith - my boyfriend, Grant who has made my life so much better. I've been through a lot and he loves me anyway
Sinbad - my ex boyfriend. Because of him I am who I am, but my self confidence is horrible because of him, I try to be strong and remember that I survived and I got out but sometimes it's hard
Eric - My dad. I come from a very broken and abusive home. My dad's drinking did a lot of the damage. My parents have been divorced for almost 10 years. And my dad has gotten better than how he was when I was a kid, but sometimes I feel like I can't even look at this new man he is because I still see the old one
Julianna - my mother. She has always been there for me. She's the strongest woman I know and I am so much like her and because of our simularities this causes a lot of fights between us, but she's the one person I remember from my past that has never let me down
Young Kayley - me when I was a kid
Anastasia -Michon
Belle - Ylva
(These two girls have become like sisters to me. I even text Michion! I mean I could never ask for two better friends and I'm so happy that I met them. Just knowing that I have been who care about me even when we're half way across the world from each other, and quiite a few states away, gives me so much light in my life. I love you guys)
Jane - My aunt, she's like my second mom. And she's done every thing for me. I was her baby before she had babies. And I love her so much
Cinderella - my friend Emily, she's been through a lot but she always has a smile on her face and she gives me an honest answer to everything. And she listens when I give her my honest opinion even when she doesn't like it
Aladdin - my best friend James. We've been close for, well what feels like forever. he was there for me after my ex boyfriend did all those things to me and he loves me. Even though sometimes he refuses to say it

This proably isn't all of it. I will mostly add to it actually. I just wanted to go ahead and get this out here.

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[waterfiber13]

THAT IS NOT TRUE!! I always love you!!!

[SleeplessNightsPro1]

@waterfiber13 I never said you didn't! I just said sometimes you don't like to say it thank you very much :P I'm gonna have to come swim now that they pool is finished :)

[waterfiber13]

@SleeplessNightsPro1 Of Course Jordyn!! BUT FIRST WE HAVE TO HANG OUT..... We never hang out anymore for CHRIST'S SAKE I'M YOUR BROTHER!!!

[SleeplessNightsPro1]

@waterfiber13 How am I suppose to hang out when I got to school and work 24/7?? LOL

[cloflo217]

@TheHiya247 Ok, one question, why? -.- You that gullable? Or do you just want to annoy everyone?

[AmazingRuin]

Oh sweetheart this is beautiful. I know how it feels to have so much on your plate but just remember all the wonderful people that are there for you and those that got you where you are today. You're going to pull through this. You are strong. Hang in there dear.

[mepp30]

Jordyn... I swear I'm trying not to cry right now.

This is so beautiful and so powerful, I can feel how you were feeling when you made this video. I feel honored to be in this video, and I hope that making this made you feel better. I WILL be right beside you, dear. Every day. <3

[visionoftomorrow]

My dear Jordyn,

I really hope that you feel better. Your vid is really powerfull! Incredible!

This is awesome, dear, you're awesome. <3

[waterfiber13]

@SleeplessNightsPro1 Take me to work!!!!! =D lol

[xXForeverRoseXx]

THIS IS AMAZING. Even though it's a vent. I hope you feel better gorgeous, if you need anyone to talk to, feel free to PM me :) <3 *hugs*