Life.

I think that, what we see in the mirror is reflected by how we feel and feelings are based on what we believe. When I look at others, for me it's like looking in the mirror.

I would love to tell you a story which happened two years ago:

One day I was sitting at the table with another female. She was sitting across the table and kept looking at me. After she realized that I was looking at her as well, she looked up so we can see each other eye to eye.
Then she told me "you are beautiful". I replied , "what you see in me is your own reflection". After that she looked down and said thank you. I could see that she was blushing. I did not lie to her to make her feel better, it was the truth as it still is.




On the sad side, how can I be happy knowing that others suffer? I would love to live and help others but I got to the point where I can not help my self. Every time I am in pain I think that others feel like this as well and the pain amplifies. At the same time I am trying to live by doing so I am becoming cold hearted. I can not live like this much longer but I will not give up yet. It is better to die with love than live with hate and evil. I will take all the evil I have inside to hell with me so when I become evil I will be at the right place. Yes I am scared to go there but I am more scared to hurt others with so much hate and evil I have inside of me. I do not like my self for becoming cold hearted, for not being able to love and care for my self and others.

I think that hell does not exist but if it does then we are in it.

It is better to die in pain than to live with it.

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[shorty65ify]

I watched your video and I think it's disgusting You were born a male and should stay that way because you will never be a women no matter how hard you try You talk about killing yourself maybe you should try harder and hopefully succeed this time People like you shouldn't be allowed to walk this earth freely God thinks your an abomination and so do I So keep being depressed you should be YOUR DISGUSTING

[StacyTood]

@shorty65ify Road to Hell is made with good intentions of ignorance.

[randomroflcopter]

you should try to kill yourself again. But succeed to end your life.

[StacyTood]

If I do, will it make you happy?

[StacyTood]

If we do not listen to others to what they have to say and care for what they want us to see then we will do the same to God. If God will try to speak with us, we would not hear. If God will try to show to us, we would not see.

[MKRM27]

Grow up. Sunday School is over!

[ghostinthefog1666]

just ignore that they arent even worth replying to. nobody wants you to kill yourself.

[foottothenuts]

Wow this is fucking hilarious. No one gives a shit if you want to kill yourself bitch! This video is so over dramatic and ridiculous I don't know how anyone can take this seriously! How long did it take you to prepare your little pretentious community theatre audition you're reciting to us in your youtube video?

No one will ever feel sorry for crybabies like you that go around moping all day about who they are. You shouldn't feel bad about being yourself you fucking retard!

[torontoteddy62]

Stacy it's so sad you feel this way about being a transwoman but you shouldnt because.There is good in all people even you as for finding love there is some one in this world who will love you and show you.Rescept as the woman you turely are inside and outside.

[StacyTood]

@meimeisellspanties I do not hate but care. I have collected a lot of evil from this world and I am looking for best solution to deal with it.

Care

"A burdened state of mind, as that arising from heavy responsibilities; worry.

Mental suffering; grief.

An object or source of worry, attention, or solicitude: the many cares of a working parent." and much more?

Thank you.

[upthedownsterio]

there is no hell so you dont need to worry.

[juo0jioj]

cheer up.

[did5a5]

Stacy cherr up your beautiful and life is whorth living, nomater what apen,belive in God and in you.

[oncallhoe1]

umm THERES NO WAY YOU WERE BORN MALE YOURE SO BEAUTIFUL!

[oncallhoe1]

VERY PRETTY