♥ Hallelujah [ An Apology ] ♥

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---Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future. ~Paul Boese

I messed up. Again. Why can't I keep quiet? I don't even know myself. Your kindness has never failed me, and yet this insecure, deceiving, and cold-hearted girl you call your best friend continously lets you down in failure. Sometimes I wonder why I even bother - do myself in, I'm just a fuck up, right?
Yet you taught me otherwise, your wise words and encouragement have evolved me since that December night...I'm really sorry that someone with such a huge heart has been let down - yet again.
I doubt you're reading this, either. But I need to get this off of my chest.

All I do is make videos when something happens, a collection of my memories...it's redundant. I don't know if you think I'm a child for it, or that I'm so insecure since I don't face my problems. No, I don't face my problems head on - I let the emotion of a video do that for me because I'm weak, feeble, and nothing. One who cannot face their problems is but a person at all.
These are my thoughts lately based on the rumours flying around, my surroundings, and the people I love so, so much...yet I cannot be as amazing of a friend as they are to me.

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[Runningfoot2009O]

0:51

what crap happend there?? LOL

sorry cant stop watching this ;D

[yunagirl1249]

Uhh, nothing happened that's worth "LOL"-ing about. This is a VERY serious video containing my thoughts. A serious matter calls for serious comments, thank you.

=/

[katethegreat19]

Beautiful!!  And here is a true fact....

Only a beautiful person with a beautiful heart could have made this video!! *hugs*

[yunagirl1249]

EEEEEEK. Hi Kate ^^;

Thank you for commenting! It means a lot to me :D *huggles forever*

[MysticHedwig]

Beautiful. It's got a big impact in its simplicity. I'm not really sure about your personal situation, but hope everything's okay with you.

[Runningfoot2009O]

Well sorry. I meant in the video game. Tidus was freaking out. And Wakka was moving his hand if you know what I mean. I neaver meant the video. I know this is serious. I alreayd commented once and I DID say Lol in that comment but I was laughing at my self for being so dramatic. If I knew you wouldnt like me "LOL"-ing then I wouldnt have said that.

=l So...sorry.

--Runningfoot

[LionQueen88sStudio]

So strong. Being able to let the feelings through art isn't weak, it's just another way. Masterpiece to vid, great work!

/LionQueen88

[JasperDiedRomantic]

i'm sure he'll be okay. he'll find deep down he can forgive you.

he knows you've been through shit also, and knows people make mistakes.

it'll brighten up, yuna. <3

[namine8781]

ur not a fuck up seriously never say tht ur a pretty girl with a great heart sure i cant read ur heart but i know ur a nice person and im pretty sure u have got a awesum heart and future ahead of u :)

[RikkuTheCheerful]

I think that you can vid things that happened to you is a sign of strength. whenever i try to vid about bad things, i get overly emotional and can't finish them.

You are amazing, hun. just try your hardest and things will feel better.