Jonah Mowry, What's Goin On... [Sia - Breathe Me]

I would like to share a touching video, John Mowary made this video to explain his pain, he said :To all my friends and supporters,
I made this video 4 months ago just before school was about to start. I was 13. It was a very emotionally dark time in my life. I made the video at 4am in the morning; I hadn't been sleeping at night for a long time, too many things going on in my head. I was dreading going back to school and I had not come out to my family yet. Only my closest friends knew. I didn't know how to say what I needed to say. All I could think about were all the bad things that had been happening at school last year, every year for that matter. I just couldn't bare to go through that anymore. I was done being fake happy, pretending hateful words didn't hurt, done hiding it from my family.
So this video was made for my friends that had moved on to High School who were worried for me, to say to them that I was going to take a stand, and to the haters at my middle school that I'm not going anywhere. I am who I am. I posted the video here and told people were to find it. That was it.
My friends were moved by the video and thought I did something important. I was encouraged to upload it to my Facebook page so more people could see it. Maybe it could help someone else going through the same thing. So I linked it Dec. 1st. My Parents saw it for the first time Dec, 2nd.
Then..... all this happened.
I never expected in a million years that it would have such a wonderful impact on so many people. I am truly humbled and truly thankful for all the love, encouragement and support from people all over the world. It's been incredibly overwhelming. I don't know what to say. Thank you so, so much!
Lastly, yes you have seen me happy in a couple short videos replies I posted; I would think that would be a good thing, and yes I do have friends, my High School friends, and I have made friends because when I came out they realized that they had hurt me and that they fealt sorry. The video is real, and true.
In the last few months everything eventually came out in the open, I felt a huge weight off my shoulders; I'm happy, I'm excepted for who I am, I'm more confident and feel stronger every day.
Thank you all, Love and peace to all who are hurting.
Jonah Mowry

Lyrics Sia - Beathe Me :

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
And needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
And needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
And needy
Warm me up
And breathe me.

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[Flipzco12233]

Running is an option, Standing up is a decision...

[JECK4IE]

Peace!

[esthertjuhhh1983]

You made me cry...I feel for you and please don't hate yourself

[ASIANBOYZPRODUCTION]

Just stand up for yourself kid! There was a lot of bullies in my highschool too but I showed them I'm tougher than they do and in the end we became a large group of friends. Life if tough so just do what you gotta do. I'm in the Army now and I enjoy the job I chose rather than what my parents want me to be. Follow your own path because it's you all along in the end.

[Sims2rocks1999]

Okay alot of people may call you that but all you need to do is stand up for your self and the ones you love. The only reason people say things like that is because they are being douches,hurtful and the reason why is cuz they use to be bullied I promiss if I ever see a person like that in my school i would tell the people bulling them alone Cuz it is not right

Hope you feel better I am your Friend if that is okay with you TTYL

[sismarch11]

its sad that one person had to go through all that...