An emotional track right here....
Lyrics:
Chorus
I watched you sit alone
I watched you cry your eyes out
Now tell me what you've done
What I've done, it was dumb, and I know that
Is it so bad that
I would shut you out and
Leave you here alone
You left me alone and we can't go back
Verse 1:
In my mind man, I'm like a blind man
I'm the like tide man, water on some dry land
I feel caged up, I feel raged, nuts
I feel dazed, buzzed, stuck until my days up
I feel kinda off, I feel kinda soft
I feel like I'm tryna walk but I'm diving off
I'm always laughin too, I'm like ya average dude
Don't trust my attitude, it's like I'm in a padded room
I'm that guy that could never be mad at you
But I'm damaged through, lost up in the avenue
I know I hide it but that's something that I have to do
Just close my eyes, drown myself inside a happy tune
I'm thinkin love is fake, from all the drugs I take
Sometimes I wanna hold my breath and fuckin suffocate
I'm walkin barefoot, toes in the sand
I know I make mistakes, but I'm only a man
Chorus
Verse 2:
My heart bleeds as my mind sleeps
I try to speak, but the pen and the pad is where I find peace
Even durin the time I knew that I'ma regret
I was tryna forget, but I gotta accept
No words to express, no thoughts but why me?
I play hide and seek, but the sadness always finds me
In plain view, it's like it doesn't even phase you
And all this time I thought that I was gonna save you
All this shit it's got me feelin like a lame dude
Lookin for an answer and someone to blame too
I was sayin no, tell me that it ain't true
But in the end it wasn't anything it claimed to
I can't start over in the same park
No hated part in my tainted heart, you made your mark
I reminisce, good times, holdin ya hand
I know I make mistakes, but I'm only a man
Chorus
Verse 3:
I look back as I think of you
All the crazy things you made me do, but now it's faded blue
You pierced my heart, and it hurt so bad
My nerves on edge, I feel absurd and stressed
I wish that I could say it doesn't bother me
But I can't speak those words with honesty, you've gotten me
I drink a fifth to relieve the pain
I can't believe the way, that you could turn my world upside-down
In the bud I drown, I'm lost without sanity
Nothin turned out the way that it had planned to be
I watched you go away, and felt my soul decay
And I'm stuck alone, trapped inside my lonely state
I wanna float away, to another place
But when I think about the knife I see my mother's face
Can I cope with the pain? I'm hopin I can
I know I make mistakes but I'm only a man
Chorus
This is a good song!! I love it!
I like the picture too.!
5/5 &Fave!!! :3
XeroGravity963 2 years ago
@XeroGravity963 THanks! I'm glad that you like it. Youtube distorted the vocals a lil bit, dunno why =/
SuperSonicGreen 2 years ago