10 Meditate Learn How To Wait, Patience Is Virtue, Breeze Meditating

catchers mit was a good metaphore :P

I can really relate to goldenmessenger's comments. Being angry, frustrated, and depressed by friends and family taking advantage or abusing my goodwill. I too have done the meditation, spiritual trips, praying -- but sleep doesn't come easy and the mind races with thoughts and painfull memories, it's not easy to toss it off. I do think MetaphysicalSciences has a good point. While I know I have to live in the moment it's not always easy to do,especially when you face the same issues daily.

ive been waiting for 6 years to be healed of my past lives but im still angry and in pain , by the time you have finished waiting life has past you buy and your youth has gone and your ready to go back to the spirit world , i see god heal lazerous from the dead , bring a mans eye sight back from blindness and feed the thousands fish and bread yet he tells me to wait and be patient while he heals me , 6 years of sitting in my flat starring at a wall angry and confused

You're experiencing Dark Night Of The Soul, see video on this channel. At some point, you have to let go of all the pain and angst the past lives caused, and this life too. Simply be in the present moment and notice things are ok right now, even though past wasn't great. There's an acceptance that has to happen too. I found it was about making peace with what happened, and resulting damage that's present, rather than healing things. By accepting, you're healed. Surrender to it and move forward.

ive experiences dark night of the soul in every life ive had, thats 18 lives killing and being killed , i wonder when it will all end , it just seems to be the same in every life,
mind you saying that at least i have not killed anyone in this life, and i have not been killed , so something must be changing.
im not as bad as i was in my younger life , still angry but not as messed up so cant all be bad. xxx

Those 18 lives are the advanced Earth course called Misuse Of Power 104 (101, 2 & 3 were easier). Sounds like you finished it and now it is about accepting it, moving into peace and surrender to having to take all the gnarly Earth courses to begin with, the most recent ones not being so pleasant. Hard to stomach, but that's the way out of the anger and continued suffering anger causes. Somehow, you will take those lemons and make lemonade to help others because you've had those experiences.

i had to wait on a bus once, it was aufel..

thats true! got to wait for kittys:)

we must step outside of ourselves to see our true selves then can we more forward.

namaste

Loved the last kitty part.