Anorexia Update--- My Red Anklet

Yah more explosions. MINI one this time ahah. sorry really boring video but whatever.

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[ZayliesUrFavorite]

do u ever worry about the calories in gum, im recovering from anorexia and i chewed gum alot at first when i wasnt eating, but then became cautious of how many caloires were in the gum so i was wondering if u worried about it too?

[OSnapski]

i chew sugar free trident gum, so i dont have to worry bout the calories.

[haloslove]

do your freind sknow about your ed???

[OSnapski]

some of them do, yes. but i only tell those whom need to know

[Amustang]

thank GOD you didnt tell mead

[OSnapski]

ahah oh tim.

yah i didnt tell him about the anklet. just said i had some troubles but i fought through them

[juniperfrost]

when you said, "im getting the attention i wanted"...i almost cried because it occurred to me that i do want that and i am getting it, too. talking with my friends about this and my parents and therapist and doctors...it's sad but i got what i wanted i just didnt realize that it would end up being this negative. weird.

[J0k394]

I wear a red bracelet for female heart and vascular disease awareness and a pink ribbon bracelet (breast cancer awareness in case you didn't know)

and I hate the double connotation of that red bracelet, so I'm torn between keeping wearing it and taking it off, because I'm as anti-pro-ana as can be and I think it should be made a criminal offense to spread pro-ana PROPAGANDA because it is making girls believe that looking as though they drop over if you breathe too hard is beautiful. It's not.

[elelkilua]

i used towear the red bracelet

its a sighn 4 pro ana isnt it?

[chelseaw9009]

This vid wasn't boring at all, you come across as so.. reasonable and level-headed :) I know that when I try and describe how things are going I either come across to other people as overly righteous for anorexia=bad, or overwhelmingly crazy - when it's usually somewhere in the middle.

On another note, you're completely right about the attention thing. I always idealised that it would be coming from friends and teachers, but if my family said anything I would feel so dirty and ashamed! :/

[sunshinesmiles42]

Where are your parents? Don't hide your Pro-ana-ness! You need help!

[sunshinesmiles42]

Hey Hun, I used to have a bracelet too my mom saw it an I was BUSTED!! I was wondering, how do I keep my pro-ananess a secret from my parents and what r some good tips for not binging? Kk thanks :) xx stay strongg

[Katana99301]

Hey i have quick question. Your really strong and down to earth. how do you stay so strong through every thing. Your down to earth, i normally am ( due to AdHd ) hah. Like through all the addictions and things you went through, im going through some but i have major melt downs a lot how do i stop? p.s do you really like gum or does it help in some way?

[Katana99301]

I agree with lavashakxx, not like i'm going to hit on her i'm just throwing out a complement.

[pylons2]

oh, and when it falls off, apparently your wish comes true.

[pylons2]

I wear a red string, but not for pro-ana. it's a superstition that you make a wish when you tie it on. (one of my friends who is jewish gave it to me.) but guess what i wished for.... yeah. i now wish i hadn't. so there are other red bracelets :)

[lavashakxx]

haha ur so cute, i love the way u talk lol