There is hope fighting this depression finally!!

Months now taking medicine, and i feel like its all finally coming to an end as far taking medications.. i changed my life, got rid of what was causing the problem and moved forward and now i feel 100% better. I had to make a decision to get rid of bad people bad influences, and i managed it by myself.. for my own health.

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[luvbeingKK]

I like that u say "you know" alot. its cool!

[masterpsychosis]

@luvbeingKK lol.. i know..ha i made a video called you "you know lexapro" because when i watched it back i noticed i said it a alot :P I guess thats what i say when i really just dont know haha.. :)

[jas7800s]

do you ever find that just the most mundane thing in life is the thing that u need but drugs get in the way x



[masterpsychosis]

@jas7800s ha, yes.. interesting comment :)

[luvbeingKK]

Haha! I remember watching your other video, when you said that. You keep saying 'you know' I actually say it alot too. I was actually prescribed lexapro and was not sure if I wanted to take it and then I did some research. I do appreciate u sharing your story!  :) good luck to you.

[masterpsychosis]

@masterpsychosis i have no plans yet of coming off since this combination of mirtazapine and lorezapam is the only thing that works to put me to sleep.. and believe me i spent 1000's on doctors and trial and error medicines from ambien cr to lunesta to seroquel to otc melatonin and unisom.. even natural vitamans.. its nice to know im on a lower dose though.. everything seems less blurry on such a low dose if you know what i mean.

[masterpsychosis]

@superbert35 in my case its lorazepam which has a longer life, similar to xanax in a way.. i was on 2mg for a year which is too long, after that i bumped down to 1mg and experienced no side effects, then after 3 months, down to 1mg, then after three more months, down to .50 mg,... that part was tricky since my body was telling me "i need 1mg) but mind over matter as they say.. i "duked it out" and kept the .50 no matter what.. still no side effects.. so im still on it.. at that low dosage.

[superbert35]

i do respect your privacy,but may i ask how much you were taking when you had to come off??im trying to get some perspective on this.thanks

[superbert35]

@masterpsychosis you really think this is going to be the case??i only take one 8th of one milligram a day,its been a long time,but you think even on that low dose i'm going to have to go threw crazy withdrawls??i used to be taking 3 mg a day along time ago,overdosed on shrooms and was trucked up over it for 3 years,but it went away.im in a hurry to get off this crud because i got myself into trouble with crack and ive been ordered to go to a treatment facility,but i cant b on benzos at all

[masterpsychosis]

@masterpsychosis just start with a safe plan, take it slow, even if it takes over half a year to wean off! Otherwise it will be complicated.. so knowing to taper off and starting a plan for it is something most dont know about...