Demi's Pov (Sit down, keep calm Jemi Whores, listen to 'Because of You' -kelly Clarkson and 'For the love a daughter' -demi Lovato )
Tears fall like none the less of the pain that I feel bundled against my chest, Yes. I just renounced to love, yes you may think I am stupid. But who are you to judge? No one knows how it is to back home and once again feel the massive house that wrapped you like a play house. On the outside you see the perfect picket fence, the green grass, the millions of dollars worth of acres, but walk in and you see the hollowness. It wasn't always like this, there was a time where I looked forward to coming home. But of course I all changed, everything changed, rolling my eyes I dropped my bags at the entrance, making my way upstairs, flinging the master bedroom open, "Nice to be home," I spat, as my mother spurred herself up, clinging the bed sheets to her naked chest. And people ask why I'm fucked? It wasn't just only because of her stupid, detested brother. No. It was because of her my father left. Her and only her.
"D-demi?! What are you doing here!? shouldn't you be arriving in three days?" Dianne said as I rolled my eyes, "Wow, Dianne the chauffeur? Keeps getting younger and younger, don't you think? Maybe the one we should have sent away was you not me." I lazily, leaned on the door frame, seeing Andrew the chauffeur quickly slip up his boxers and walk past me, I stood up and made my way to my so called mother.
"You sent me away because I slept around with one of your employees but yet you do the same. The only difference is that I'm not a mother. Was never caught by my husband who loved me, and oh yes, because of your late night festivities on my ninth birthday I violated, not by any random man. Your brother. I just wanted to remind you, that don't blame me for everything, you were the one who made me stay here, I could have gladly as a matter of fact, would love to see my father. But that wont happen, will it!" I spat. She stared at me with angry tears, I shook my head, "I want to see my father."
"You know that's not possible, Demetria."
"You will make it happen, you're the best designer known, money wont stop you." I rolled my eyes, and walked out slamming her bedroom door as I made it to mine, pulling out my phone I flinched, taking a deep breath, I hesitated, why did he keep calling.. He should hate me. Should. Must. He had to forget about me.
"D-dems-s" I heard his voice crack, as my chest seemed to hold an erosion of sobs, "Come back," he whispered, "I know you meant none of that. I know you love me. I know your scared but please just.. Come back." he inhaled harshly, I wish I could take it back. Tell him I loved him. But why? How could I say it when love was the reason I was in pain. The reason I am broken. The love my father had for my mother was thrown away in one quick glance. The love my detested uncle had for me, tore me. Love is nothing more then simple deep pain. "You can fucken think whatever you want but I know you love me! Fuck!" Joe shouted angrily, I heard something break, I flinched, at his last words "I fucken love you!" I do too, I whispered. Numerous messages followed, some where hateful, not that I expected them not to be. Others where sobbing whimpers , pleas for me to return. I wouldn't. Couldn't. Not yet.
Throwing my phone against the nightstand, as a frame fell and shattered, I ran toward it and kneeled, letting the bits of glass bite into my flesh, not caring. I brushed off the broken glass that overlapped the picture I flipped it over and my heart seemed to remember the misery. The last time I smiled.
"Buttercup, stay right here." My dad said as he placed me on the feet, I followed him as we heard slight noises from my parents bedroom. I held my unicorn tightly against my chest, as I heard the screams, here It goes again. Another night where I would here them shout, and my father would stand there taking it in, my clouded as I fixed my dress, I had asked Melinda my nana to help me get dressed moments before daddy arrived, but he never noticed, like always.
"Get the fuck out of my house!" I heard him curse, the gardener was sprinting out like a wild bull, I stared at the stairs, my mom was holding bed sheets on her knees begging for forgiveness, he raised his hand but stopped himself when I ran to him and wrapped my small arms around his legs, "No daddy! Don't!"
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Swear It Hurts; Ch. 53 a jemi rated r storyby onceuponajemiiistry617 views
I cried... wow your song choices compliment the stories really well... :D
of course it was good!!!!!!!!!!!!
purpleturtletmnt99 4 months ago
Made me cry a bit
XxMizzHyperxX 4 months ago
I feel so bad for Demi... I don't know who to feel worse for though, Demi or Joe? I love this! Off to read the next!!! :D
Littleboyblue93 4 months ago
Aww:(
jjessicaiscool 4 months ago
Oh my god I'm dying. Melody I can feel your pain :l <3
Leahbabes307 4 months ago
oh my god...i just...i cant.
LOVATiCLOVER 4 months ago
So sad ! ='(
MsPeaceAndLove23 4 months ago
You WILL reach 15 comments! :D
XJemiStoresX 4 months ago
this was so good XD
XJemiStoresX 4 months ago
awwww demi needs to come back!! PLEASE UPLOAD SOON!! STORY IS SOOOO ADDICTING!!!
XJemiStoresX 4 months ago