I was abused and i'm helping others!!!

I was abused and i have this video to help others!!!!
chachat_shay_williams@yahoo.com



here it my story longer: Wow, Im Blessed

When we are young, we dont think about the things we do and how others take them into their consideration. Most memories are too difficult to remember, not that they are too far in the past, it just the pain and the suffering is too unbearable to remember.
As being born into an abusive life, I think differently about things. I think the least painful things are much more than they seem, like a simple belt whooping. Also, the way parents or others care. Its not about love its about show some TLC and having a shoulder for a scared one to lay on. From the youngest to the young to the oldest to old we all need someone, but like me, we had no one only ourselves. We can only hope and think that there was a future for us to grasp on too.
I would wake up at the crack of dawn wondering if the pain, the beatings will stop soon or will there be any relief. Getting dress would be a struggle; I would be criticized and hit for wearing something I had chosen to wear or if I had put something on wrong. Eating was also a challenge. Although we had something to eat it wasnt enough for my young fragile body. I was lacking so much nutrition. We had a very good education, which was a surprise to me, because I would expect nothing much more than I already had. I dont remember practically much of my education, but I knew that I would go home knowing much more every day. Dinner was excellent to me, because mainly take a walk to McDonalds and get something to eat. That little burger was a feast to me. After eating, came another difficulty, I would get poked, stabbed with a fork over and over again. This wasnt my only worry, it was the lighter.
My hands were scorched with a cigarette lighter over and over times again for no reason or cause. The intense heat would leave painful blisters on my tiny hand. The baths were the worst of them all. I just wanted to stay dirty; it was better than a being clean and its safer to me. I would take baths with my little brother and when I did, he always made a mess in the tube; I was punished for his actions. My head would be forced under the soapy dirty water to drown me for the punishment. The only comfort I had was of one of my older sister. She always to care of me the most and made sure I had a reassuring bath. O, how I wish she was my mother back then.
Those where not the only times. Another one, which from time to time I wonder why it happen the way it did, was when my mother told me to watch after my brother. My brother is very sneaky when it comes to not being watched, had taken everything from the refrigerator. I watched and I tried to stop him with all my might, not for him to do what he was trying to accomplish. I stood thing what type of beating will happen this time. We where both whipped for hours leaving the most visible scars, but I never gave up hope, I knew God was with me. The day came, a miracle rose upon us on a bright sunny spring day. Our neighbor heard our screams and pleads and she called social services.
I think about how life it different from person to person. Life can be hard; it can be easily, but either way most people give up easily. But I didnt, I keep on moving even through the worst of worst. I got adopted and it stopped. I still think to this day, Wow, Im blessed!

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[zealandpes]

I'm an EX-NAVY SEAL and i have 2 beautiful young great kids! and i would do anything to make them happy, but me and my wife got devorced and she god custody of the kid's... and i found out her new abusive husband has been hitting my kid's I had to teach him a lesson i broke his hands all his fingers and his jaw.... I love my kids and i dont know, if what I did was good or bad but i just know he wont be hitting them anymore.

[motherphucker666]

There's a difference between hitting your kids and beating them. Some kids need a good smack or else they grow up to be little bastards

[kokopellifan1]

@zealandpes

Good for you. I know that as an EX-NAVY SEAL you could have done more damage (and the guy would have totally deserved it). To be honest, if I had kids and I found out someone was abusing them, they would not wake up from their coma for a long time. Just being honest. So I'd definitely say you did a good thing.

[Juniorlarson]

@HeroSavage Who cares if he's an EX- Navy seal or not. He has children, he would do anything for them and love them. Thats the only thing that matters for parents. Please, do grow up already.

[HeroSavage]

@zealandpes Fake

[beth91673]

@zealandpes i just wish their was more men like you.its past time we make a stand for the children that cant fight back. thank you for being a real man.. i wish only happiness for you and you kids...and thank you agin for being the man you are...

[claire13349]

Omg I just balled my eyes out at this it's soo sad I'm sorry you had to experience that

[TTCheesyLittleUber]

@zealandpes

Dear bullies

See that boy you made fun of for reading a book?Last night his best freind committed suicide

See that girl you called fat? She is starving herself.

See that old man you just made fun of cause of the ugly scars? He fought for our country.

See that young boy you made fun of for crying? His mother is dying

Post this if you are against bullying. I bet 95% of you wont

Your life is probably not as harsh as theirs. Thumbs up if your a victim

[ModelJenniferJarman]

I was never abused but i see your pain i am 11 and my name is roxanne i hope u have a better life and if i was your mother i would love u bye have a good life i will pray 4 u

[crossmyway2ice]

@zealandpes think it's sad that you had to go that far but sometimes ass**** like ur ex's husband has only one way of learning.

good thing that they are safe now. hopefully.

[Joeyblackblue1408]

@iluvjustinbieber1ize thats why the black fema box is for ha ha ha