Talking About An Event That Happened When I Was Young, Part II

This is part 2 to the two-part video.

"Sorry I've been away so long, work is extremely busy right now. I made a two-part video about an experience that happened to me when I was 13. I think some of you may relate to having traumatic events happen to you and repressing them or just burying them. Please watch both parts :) Meghan"

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[MegaMesmes]

You look great at 40! Keep up your wonderful work and honesty....

[suzanne12561]

Ha, got more of these experiences than I'd like to have. Somewhere around forty, I was out riding bicycles with my two kids. As we rode past a local ball field with both guys and girls playing baseball, some guy screamed "hey look, that guy's wearing a bra...are you wearing panties too." One of the girls told him to stop, but I was mortified. Fortunately, (unlike your experience) these weren't my peers, but the words still haunt me.

[anita000000ful]

am still living that sometimes. now @the moment. but things happen when they Should happened , there is a reason for everything, happy your far better today

[Naren789]

i love your voice. so girly and im sorry that happens to you sister. i'm cambodian transsexuals here as well. i really want my voice to be really girly like you but most of my friends never told me my voice. like a man...omg too much problem sometime

[Panixable]

Meghan, that was a horrible thing that happened to you. I strongly suspect that the so called "scoutmaster" was some sort of pedophile. Under no circumstances should any child be forced into undressing in a public place. Hopefully you can heal now that so many years separate you from that obscene event at the hands of adults that were charged with your care.

[paulus842000]

I was touched by your video and it made me think back to when I was 12 or 13 when I first reaised who I realy was.I could never talk to my family about me being transexuelle. In the end I left and started my own life and have started to have more confidence in myself. Im hopefully going to start hrt soon "mid june" Im feeling already that im starting to live the best times of my life

[the0siren0of0night]

...also, i wore girls underwear to school when it was a surprise P.E. day...i didnt know what to do, so i kicked a wall to get out of the activities...

[the0siren0of0night]

something like that happened to me...but i was about half that age when it happened...

[a912lancer]

i was 12 and like you i was wearing girls underwear at school i had a accident when i sliped over on a wet floor and broke me leg well i was taken o hosptial and the nurse cut off my pants with a strugge from me but i couldnt do much she noticed and kind of gave me a reasuing look and gave me a sheet to cover up wow was a close one mum walked in just after and no one found out other than that nurse

[Leona1950]

Megan,

I had a similar series of traumatic events at home, in the Boy Scouts & during high school which only served to make a transgendered child feel more and more isolated. It drove me to be very independent early and to suicidal behavior & heavy drug use by the time I was 25. Finally profound depression 'till I was 40.... but I am really catching up for lost time and lost life. Every day is a blessing now. If that is the price for the bliss of being able to transition, I'd pay it again.