We'll Be Together Ch. 39 Don't Wake Me Up

I gaped, staring at him stunned. My respiration was unstable and my heart could be heard from miles away. OMFG, THIS IS NOT HAPPENING! PLEASE, IF IT IS A DREAM, WAKE ME UP, NOW!

But I did not wake up.

I was still stood right in fornt of Bill with such a moron face. Unable to say a word. Stupidly and completely melted for him. Enjoying every spit of second of my dream -- or, now, my reality. BILL KAULITZ SAID HE LOVES ME.

"You know, now it would be the moment that you say something..." Bill interrupted the flood of emotions I was feeling.

I gathered all my inner strenght and said confident, hopping my voice to not disapoint me. "I love you so, Bill..."

That was enough to see the bright of his deep chocolate eyes, with such passion, no, with such love. Throughout this moment I forgot all our issues with Tokio Hotel, all the questions I left unsaid, all the worries I had before and now. I forgot the world. The only thing passing through my mind while he was kissing me with the same perfection as the last one, was the words "OMG, Bill." being repeated thousand times again and again.

Another thing that was knocking in my mouth to simply put a final dot on the situation, was the urge to don't have to pretend anymore. To finally "discover" who Bill is. Or in another words, wishing to took out the truth from him. Instead, I was numb. I couldn't start an interrogation in a moment like this.

I lean my head back on the coach, keeping my gaze on him. For a moment all we were able to do was to stare at each other. I can't say if it is the same for him, but a feeling of relief and peace took over me. Otherwise of my thoughts, which are willing to just talk like nonstop.

Bill gives up of silence. "What are you thinking?" He asks as I see his crooked smile forming on his right side.

Since neither I know what I am thinking, I wink several times to find the words to say something. It just gets hard to think well when he is around.

"I don't really know... It's too much going on. I feel like I got caught off guard in the storm, and now I'm wet and singing and dacing on the rain."

Bill just laughed, with his sweet and gorgeous smile, laugh, face, bright on his eyes... A list of incredbly beautiful things I could be listing the whole day long.
"I know I still owe you some answers for your interrogation." He touches my cheek tenderly. "I didn't forget. I'm just guessing I won't be able to answer all of them -- yet."

I look down at my hands, smiling and feeling that I was definetly blushing. "Am I so obvious?" I ask, my voice low and stuck. I don't know if even him heard it. "Why can't you explain then?" I stare back at him, trying to ignore his presence so I won't say something stupidly stupid. "I mean, you're making all this mistery -- which is kinda killing me to figure it out. And then, again there are all the questions about how did you get here!"

He laughs again. "You're just too curious. That's why."

"Can't you just tell me all that you can? Please??" I pout and make a puppy eyes to him.

"Okay." Bill gives in. "What can I say? The only reason I came to Brazil was to find you. I couldn't take it anymore. I just missed your company so bad." He grabs my hand, so I just get is as "I missed touching your hands too".
"Hmm... You also asked about Tom and the G's. They're all here as well. We're staying together. I don't -- and do not want to -- know how long I'm staying." He paused. "Well, I think that's all I can say for now. Besides, that's enough for you, isn't it?"

I just nod, kind of disapointed for the most important information. I was hoping to hear "I have a band. We are on tour. Sorry I haven't say that before, shorty."

"I hope you don't have anything to do tomorrow, because I'll kidnap you." His eyes were fixed on mine, and we couldn't stop it.

"Really? That's great, because I won't be strong enough to scream for help." I said as he passed his arm behind me on my shoulder.

"You wouldn't dare, anyway." Bill kissed the top of my head slightly.

"You're right. I wouldn't." I finally close my eyes, feeling his warm and his smell. But it's something indescribable. Something unique.

"So I'll pick you for lunch, ok?" He stood up, heading to leave. I just nodded, hipnotyzed by his moves, how it was so in sync.
TBC

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