Kylie's POV
I cried until there were no more tears left to cry. Or at least i thought so. I told Nick everything that happened between me and my mom. He always knew exactly what to say to make me feel better. I asked him to sing me that song again and eventually he sang himself to sleep. I laughed as i heard his soft breathing on the other side of the phone. Im guessing he had an exhausting Jonas day. "Sweet dreams Nick..I love you more than you could know". I grabbed my guitar and went out on the balcony. It was a clear starry night...More tears welled in my eyes thinking of my dad. My voice was high and choked up.
"Dad? Can you hear me? I miss you buddy. Why'd you have to leave me? My world came crumbling down after you left...dad, what do i do?? *I was yelling now* Why did you have to leave! I need you! Why did god take you away from me!?!? *i was now sobbing and whispering* What did i do to deserve this..? please....please..i need you.." The wind blew softly against my skin. All of my emotions were spilling out. I started strumming my guitar and singing what came to mind. I didnt care that my voice croaked, i didnt care if i sounded off tune, i was singing from deep down in my heart. All i want is for my dad to hear me...
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Na na na na na na na
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't
Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh
I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back
The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same
Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you
I finished and wiped the tears off of my face. I set my guitar down and crawled into bed not caring to change or shower. I had a long day. I fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. I had an interesting dream.
*Dream*
??: Kyle? Kyle? Wake up buddy!
Kylie: Daddy? DADDY!
He stroked my hair and hugged me tight. I didnt want to let go. It felt so real...so sincere. He looked me in the eyes while stroking my hair.
"Honey, I'm sorry.." he said getting teary. "I should have been there for you...you shouldnt be going through this..if i wouldnt have left, you wouldnt have had to grow up so fast." I felt my face getting hot and tears once again filling my eyes.
"Why'd you go dad? Why'd you have to leave me???..I just miss you so much.."
He kissed my forehead.
"I had to Kyle, I couldn't control it. I wasn't strong enough to fight it..everything happens for a reason sweetheart..look where you are now! You're doing great..and you were sent an angel..he'll help you through all of this. He's allowed your heart to love again Kyles..I will ALWAYS love you. Your mother...will be with me again. I'll make her happy again i promise, you gotta tell her you love her before its too late. There will always be another tomorrow Kyle..always."
He held me tighter. "Dont go" i whispered. "Im always in your heart Kyle". With that he let go and faded away. I sat there watching the most important person in my life fade away. I smiled though, seeing him made me happy again. It filled a whole in my heart thats only he knew how to fill.
I woke up that morning remember the dream distinctly. Every detail. I could almost smell his cologne. We were on the car ride to the hospital and I was replaying the whole dream in my head over and over. He told me i was sent an angel. Was it Nick? It invaded my thoughts for the longest time...
comments pleaaaseeee!!!!!!!
aw.
that was so sad.
but kind of happy at the same time, since she got to see her dad in her dream.
anyways, really good.
i love this song. its so sad.
chyeah901 3 years ago
yeah, i like this song too.. thanks for reading =]
MusicLovee210 3 years ago