mini marathon pt3.
sorry about the confusion, youtube hates me. this one wont upload for an unknown reason :S
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Jess: What problems?
He looked at me and I took a sip of my juice.
Nick: Im not stupid. You're putting on this shield to tell evferyone you're happy. I can see through it. Whats on your mind?
Jess: Too much.
Nick: I got time. Actuallly, I got all day.
I smiled.
Jess: Well, I'm with Kevin. And , i'm happy. Really I am. But seeing my best friend with my ex... its weird. I dont kow why but I dont like them together. I knwo both of them way to well.
Nick: You me both.
Jess: Theres just like little needles picking at my insides when shes with him.nI mean, he is my ex. And I love him.
Nick: But do you love him?
Jess: No.
Nick: Then why did you say you did?
I just relaized that I had said that,
Nick: Be honest. I was honest with you.
Jess: I know. But to tell you the truth I just dont know how I feel.
Nick: Well, lets talk about it. Maybe we can sort out some of your girl "Hormones".
I laughed.
Jess: Fine. But if I burst out into a raging fit of tears, you are my shoulder to cry on.
Nick: Anyday.
I smiled.
Jess: Well, I'm with Kevin. And... he loves me. Its just... I havent told him that I love him yet.
Nick: Well, do you?
Jess: Thats just the thing. The only reason I haven't told him is because I dont want to hurt him again. I mean what is something happens between us. You know Joe will be there with open arms. I'm tired of this cycle. I dont want his anymore. But I just dont want to tell Kevin I love him if I still have the slightest feeling for Joe. He doesn't deserve to be hurt like that again because he had been nothing but good to me. He loves me and I want nothing more than to love him back with the same amount of lust and heart he has.
Nick stayed quieet for a second. His lips pursed and forehead wrinkeld under the mop of curls on his head.
Jess: Are my problems that fucked up?
Nick: A little, Yah.
He paused for a moment.
Nick: Okay. So you have slept with both of them, right?
I nodded.
Nick: Adn which on gives you thast feeling?
Jess: Both.
Nick: But which one is strongest.
I debated in my head about the two options.
Jess: Kevin, he is.. he had my eeverything. And I do love him. So much that I'm afraid to love him. I dont want to hurt him.
Nick: And if you follow your hear it will lead you to the right spot. Where you belong. Which according to you is Kevin. Right?
I nodded.
Jess: Right. I just have to trust myself and him. Thanks, Nick.
Nick: No problem big sis.
I smiled real wide and hugged him.
Jess: Do you know that you are my best guy friend?
Nick: Well, now I do. And you are my best female friend And I am aware of how queer that sounded.
I laughed.
Nick: Now, lets get some food. I'm starved.
no no no no no.
i really HATE you right now.
she does NOT belong with kevin.
who the hell is joe supposed to be with?
kevin can find some other girl.
this is just plain wrongg.
JOE AND JESS.
SOPH AND NICK.
end of story my friend(:
jobromance312 3 years ago
you dont hate me (:
you are just ... upset xD
but i gotta plan, that gunna make you go "ZOMFG! FBBRH#$#@G$BR AHHHHHHHHHHH! NO GOD DAMN WAY! AHH!"
:)
jobrofanficwriter 3 years ago