B.D.D/Therapy

Well,as I mentioned in the beginning of the video, lately I've been a bit more preoccupied with my facial deformities.
Most likely,because I just back from a visit to my sister's.
I can't NOT compare myself with her. And,I can never understand how my sister,who shares the same parents as I,can look like such a superstar.
Meh!
Anyhow,thought I'd get that off my chest!
Thanks again for the comments, and if anyone has any questions,feel free to ask:)

Peace,
BEcca

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[Silkspine]

I know it's easy for me to say and it is not going to make your own issues go away, but I wish I was as happy with the way I look as I am with the way you look :) I don't know if I have BDD or not - it's been suggested to me in the past. It's hard to describe in short comments and know I could be any fruitcake on the net. Not feeling happy with the way I look and self confidence in general has held me back a lot. I admire you for making these vids, as I appreciate how much guts it takes.

[jpeopolis]

@Silkspine That is really nice of you to say,but I am NOT a gutsy person! Trust me:)

And,I think people with BDD tend to view every other person on God's green earth,as more attractive than themselves!!

Kind of lose objectivity!

I'm sure if I saw your picture,I would have the exact same thoughts,and wish that I could wake up each morning & see your image reflecting back:)

[jpeopolis]

@Silkspine That is really nice of you to say,but I am NOT a gutsy person! Trust me:)

And,I think people with BDD tend to view every other person on God's green earth,as more attractive than themselves!!

Kind of lose objectivity!

I'm sure if I saw your picture,I would have the exact same thoughts,and wish that I could wake up each morning & see your image reflecting back:)

[jpeopolis]

@Silkspine @Silkspine That is really nice of you to say,but I am NOT a gutsy person! Trust me:)

And,I think people with BDD tend to view every other person on God's green earth,as more attractive than themselves!!

Kind of lose objectivity!

I'm sure if I saw your picture,I would have the exact same thoughts,and wish that I could wake up each morning & see your image reflecting back:)

[mindfulmusic78]

I think you are super cute! I've never seen your sister before,but my opinion,you should just focus on being you,that is what really matters when it comes down to it! Everyone one has flaws,I know some people who might 'look' beautiful,but you get to know them and they are really ugly people down inside,vice versa is true too! Not to say that has anything to do with you,I'm just saying! Cheers:0)

[jpeopolis]

@mindfulmusic78 Thank you very much,for your kind words!

And I know it is ones capacity to feel, and empathize..ones humor and intelligence,that really matters.

It's not about beauty 'beautiful', just,how do I put this, not deformed looking.

I KNOW it sounds insane ,that's just how I roll! LOL

Again, I truly appreciate you kind words

Becca

[Silkspine]

@jpeopolis Thanks for the reply. I look at it this way: true courage is not doing things without fear, on the contrary, it is doing things *in spite of* fear. And it is *because* I can see your struggling to master your fear, that I think you have SO much courage. I wish there was a way I could brighten your day. For what it's worth, you have earned my sub.

[Silkspine]

@Silkspine I understand feeling insecure by looking at a person you consider gorgeous. I just thought that's exactly how everyone thinks (perhaps to a lesser extent). But even my wife looks at tv ads sometimes of women with gorgeous faces and bodies and says "God I feel like shit now!". And I know how she feels, because I feel exactly the same way :( Neither of us is that bothered by men - but women - OMG. The most depressing part is since we agree, I know my eyesight is fucking spot on.

[McLarenMercedes]

@jpeopolis

Yeah, those stars we used to have on YT to rate a video. I always hoped a lot of those would make your videos seen by more people. Now I can only give you thumbs up.

You sometimes use similar expressions so at least that part of you is predictable. Hehe.

[jpeopolis]

@McLarenMercedes

What ratings system?Like the stars?

Oh yeah? Hmmm.. IDK!

And YES! I am super duper predictable!