A NEW POST - listen guys, thanks for all the support, i really appreciate it!!!! - and yes - there's a lot of hate mail too but I got used to it and now I just laugh at it. Great news: I lost anoth...
A NEW POST - listen guys, thanks for all the support, i really appreciate it!!!! - and yes - there's a lot of hate mail too but I got used to it and now I just laugh at it. Great news: I lost another 45 pounds - so that's awesome and my (yet another) knee surgery went great so I should be dancing again!! And.... I sort of have a boyfriend now - well, or maybe a male friend who's been through a lot himself and we simply like to spend lots of time together. I will keep you posted!! Love ya skinny peeps, love ya chubby peeps!! P.S. I also got a part-time job translating (I speak Spanish) which is great coz I don't even have to leave my house ;) Bye!
UPDATE - WHY AM I FAT? people keep asking me - well, I was raped when I was 11 and food was just something I found very comforting... it wasnt a choice, more a survival tool - sometimes it's easy to think I could just die and start over - but then there are times when I think - eee, I'll try to have fun anyway
LAST POST: so i had my surgery - lots of bad complications and i wasnt able to even eat by myself. so i just logged in into my youtube account and i received like 100 messages with people telling me im ugly, disgusting, repelling and even saying that they simply hate me and would like to see me die - see THAT'S WHAT'S WRONG WITH THIS WORLD !!! not me!!!! i'll be fine - I have to keep fighting to prove you all wrong. and to those who were kind enough to send me messages full of support - THANK YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH !
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Pffft if that were a skinny girl parading around like that she'd get called a slut, but just cause this girl is fat she's praised for being brave. Telling her she looks geogous isn't helping her, she is mostly likely very unhealthy and will have serious health issus in the future if she doesn't lose the weight. Thats like telling someone that's anerexic that the look so beautiful and skinny ... it will not help them.
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your gourgeous